swoon   Newfoundland, Canada   124 days till my birthday.
i was born with a dick in my brain, yeah, fucked in the head.

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IAM
- Alyssa
- taken and way in love <3
- artist
- stoner
- big nerd
- movie addict
- i love to take pictures
- psychedelic enthusiast
- works in a pet store
- modblogged once!
- twice!

MODS

- 4g septum
- 14g cheeks
- 1'' lobes
- star scar on left ankle
- 14g nipples
- tongue split
- 14g labret
RETIRED
- 4g second lobes
- 8g tongue
- 14g christina
INK

- octopus on right thigh
- tree frog with "Nicole" on left foot
- bat chest piece
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labret: 14g
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bat complete: just negative space left
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blood/tongue split

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septum piercing: on my darling friend Megan
sigh
2010/02/04 01:58
i'm so emotionally fucked up right now.
my body is just so out of whack.
no one knows what i'm talking about, well, one person does.
kind of sad when i can't confide in any of my friends because of my fear that they'll not support me. or even worse, ridicule me. actually, i don't even consider myself having "good friends" anymore. yeah, sure, i have "friends" but none that would put me in their "best friends" catagory like they used to.
i don't care anymore.
i just want to feel normal again.

i feel like i'm lashing out and irritating everyone around me. one person in particular.
i yell and get mad at everyone constantly. i broke down at work last week because a customer was getting upset the transaction was taking so long. normally that'd be dirt off my shoulder, but not that time. gotta love bawling in the employee bathroom. sigh.

i can't wait to get back to being myself.
i'm sure everyone else can't wait either.
if i were to remain this way i think i would truely drive away the few people i have that are close to me.

arghhh i hate this moodiness.
fuck fuck fuck.

isbfaifiafa
2010/01/26 01:33
ohhh my.
the people here really annoy me. when it comes to modifications especially.
there's a handful of people who actually know what they're talking about/doing and the other percent are just idiots.

i've been reading in local forums (the only forums i read all the time are the body mod ones) about people stretching lobes. looking for advice yadda yadda. then there are the people who will actually admit they only want to stretch their lobes for a little while because they think it's "cool" and it's "in" fashion right now.
those type of people just make my blood boil.
do they not realize they're making a permanent change to their bodies?
these are the people in a couple years you'll hear about crying and moaning that their ears won't shrink back and how they have ugly cat-ass ears and want to save their allowances for surgery to get them reversed.
UGH UGH UGH.

finale
2010/01/20 22:48
me and Matthew got tattooed today!
he got another hour done on his awesome stomach and i got the finishing touchups and some green smoke added to my chest piece.
i figured out what i want done for the negative space left. i'm going to get both my sleeves done and carry on the top part of them over onto my chest. i think it'll look cool.

i also stretched my septum to a 4g today. ho boy does it hurt. i love it though! :) i have a plug in it now, it helps a lot more where it's still gross, cold and wintery here.

i got a Tim Burton book, the umbrella academy vol. 1 (with action figure) and a road kill raccoon! it's so cute. you unzip his sides and his guts come out. i wish i had a camera to show everyone.


ladedaaa
2010/01/13 03:11
tomorrow is my day off.
:)
i'll be woken up by my cuteface of a boyfriend tomorrow morning, we'll cuddle, tap, swoon, love, all that good stuff.
then we're cleaning animal cages and probably playing some video games!
so excited.

i'm hoping to get downtown this saturday to get new jewlery for my septum and hopefully labret! i want to stretch it so bad.

oh and i'm getting my chest totally finished on the 20th! i'm getting a bit more purple/black added to the bat and the smoke is going GREEEEEEEEN.
can't wait.

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