| 2010/02/10 08:28 I just watched my best friend who i went travelling around australia with fly to south america with a one way ticket and her sister by her side.
I forgot the incredible feeling of freedom until i got a sniff of it and now its all i can think of, and desire.
I remember life in the van, how alive i felt, how amazing every day was, and now i think of life now. Not in one way what i thought it would be or where i would end up.
The only thing that has ruined my freedom living high and that was pride. Pride to be a modifiation arist, to have a job for my parents, to have a cat im responsible for, have a boyfriend, to be an adult.
What a fucking bad trade. What a joke.
Today, at work, in sydney, then coming home, to an appartment in sydney, is going to suck and i must say i wish i had the balls to just walk away from it. To live for REAL like i had so many moons ago and not just to exist for pride.
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2010/01/15 16:21 Yo Mumma
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2009/12/10 13:37 Since i have no money to accomplish anything this year i have been hitting the research. Just reading and watching. Next year i have such big dreams and they WILL happen. Only 2 more years before the big bang people 2012 the end is near! Merry Christmas.
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2009/11/30 12:05 no money.. no friends.. no truth.. no hope.. Just kittens.... 
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