2009/11/13 16:44 I live on a really weird time schedule, for the past 5 years ive been waking up at 2-4pm and going to bed around 5-7am.
but i dont even feel tired when i go to bed, except for a few times after a long day.
i just go out of boredom - but then i usually end up sleeping most of the day away getting nothing done cuz this world operates on 12hr not 24hrs.
during the winter - like right now, most days i dont even see the sun haha.
but i usually just wake up feeling really fuckin tired and sluggish.
maybe i need some vitamin D..
i wish there was no sleep or it was something done by choice - as long as theres still really comfy beds to lay in haha.
the stranger thing is to, that i dont even really necessarily like being awake at those hours, im not a morning person per say, like if i have to go to work, but i love mornings if i wake up early and just chill, make some nice breakfast or whatever.
but ive never been able to stay on a normal time schedule, i can do it for a week or two and then i start sleeping during the day again.
and on a sleep related note.
whenever im about to go to bed, i always get the biggest urge to start eating, cant be healthy to eat before bed, expeshly a full meal.
Its good to be a vampire though. 
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| 2009/10/31 03:49 Im totally fucked in the head right now - i just got done taking care of a friend who was on the verge of ODin on coke and drunk out of there fucking mind too, my mind is so fucked, ive never loathed drugs so much then right now after dealing with all that shit. i wanted to cry and scream well it was happening but couldnt cuz i had to be there for them...
the feeling inside my head is just complete exhaustion and upset.
just got finished cleaning up all the puke and mess caused by it.
And to top this, the night before i had to take care of someone having a really bad trip, being the sober sitter.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Know your limits play with in it, your body isnt something to gamble with.
i wont be touching anything for a long time now.
ugh my head hurts, no sleep for me either. 
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| 2009/10/28 03:35 in my life, kill me now!!!
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| 2009/10/25 17:07 I finally got my knuckles done earlier this week, can see a pic as my display picture, was a really fun tattoo to get, from my Buddy Adam who did it, and having all my friends there, ended up a little drunk by the end of it too. so far it was the most painful tattoo ive gotten, mainly on the L of love and the F of life. swear it hit bone haha.
I also got a Anti eyebrow done a couple weeks ago, but i have no camera atm so no pictures.
I got paid so im planning on stretching my ears from 16mm to 18mm, but stupid banks are close on sundays so i gotta wait till tomorrow.
Bad news going on is, the landlords of my house im living in the basement of, finally sold it and the new owners dont want people living in the basement so i got to be out of here in a month and a week, so thats gonna be a funny xmas present, what sucks even more is i just moved in about 2 months ago and finally unpacked haha. plus work is really slow right now and i need to find another job well im at it.
but everythings good, just keep on loving life 
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