Lydia was called to explore the realms of Ordeal, and "inbetween-ness" some 20 years ago. With as many permanent dwellings in 7 countries, and 4 worldly languages (that she admits to) - and a few different names too.

Germano-Celtic, Female/Male, on the boundary of the secret and the obvious (secretly obvious? obviously secret?). Ordeal Path Worker, Power Exchange Technician, Guerilla Business Strategist, and Ultra-distance runner. At home with the entirely respectable and the thoroughly disreputable - swimming in the Maelstrom of otherworldly power dynamics.

As is the case for all Boundary-goers, this business of self-definition is stubbornly contextual and can only ever be partly true and then only for a short time. Such is life. You have been warned. (Of course, as an Agent of Fortune, Lydia hasn't had her own life for some time now so isn't really even qualified to comment upon it.)

Along the way she has been found inexplicably present near the epi-center of various cataclysms such as the implosion of a rather large accounting firm.

Lydia is currently living around the Ardennes in Belgium - which is made up of the parts that Holland and France didn't want, and is a place where historically other people have come to fight their wars over disputed boundaries that have nothing at all to do with the Belgians. At least the fields are well fertilized if nothing else.

We must abandon all numbness and attachment. Must mobilize and extend our most inhuman and oppressed instincts to rend and tear and predate.

Not enough to chain our own Demons, we must press them into exquisite and agonizing service to the Divine. This is the Chain of Command.

As for me, I have been tasked to stride the boundaries of alien wastes, even as I am propelled toward annihilation in the places beyond Light and Dark.

See you in the juxtaposition.

Lydia.

Don't surrender your loneliness
So quickly.
Let it cut more deep.

Let it ferment and season you
As few human
Or even divine ingredients can.

Something missing in my heart tonight
Has made my eyes so soft,
My voice
So tender,

My need of God
Absolutely
Clear.

Hafiz

Mods
11 Tattoos
2 Brands
Various (retired) piercings: 3.2mm outer labia, horizontal and vertical nipples, navel, earlobes-3 in each.
Multiple scarifications and Traces from various other Ordeals

Taken:
Kavadi - 5 times Suspension - Coma, superman, suicide Pulls - various/many

helasdottir@yahoo.com

Tracker

2/09@20:16: (non-iam)*620 (Zombieville)
1/30@11:13: DaMaRus (Boelljaijavrre)
1/27@16:53: Tiana (San Francisco)
1/27@14:03: looking~at~giraffes*2 (Berlin)
1/25@16:34: Madsteel (Nieuwkerke)
1/23@14:28: skeezer*10 (Rochester)
1/23@14:01: richer69*12 (Zug) via Helasdottir
1/22@9:25: Mike HH (Hamburg)
1/21@7:32: blackdiamond (Fredericia)
1/20@15:29: ben (Lima) via main page

My experiences:
Flesh Pulling - On having no head