Maverick   Thailand
"They tried to break the best of us, but our hearts true to promises kept"

Well its been a fucking long time since I updated my IAM account. Well Im 20 years old, turning 21 next April. I live in Bangkok, Thailand. Im just your basic army-brat expat kid living here in Thailand. I dont feel like disclosing too much about myself. I enjoy my life to the fullest, and I'm always up for making new friends. If you live in Thailand, feel free to IAM me.

IAM: Nineteen
IAM: Half Thai - Half Irish
IAM: Currently living in Thailand
IAM: An adventurer into the psychedelic world.
IAM: Free from the iron fist of God
IAM: A Geek
IAM: reading a lot of books at the moment

Music:
Agressive
A Black Rose Burial, The Berzerker, As Blood Runs Black, Converge, His Hero Is Gone, Between the Buried and Me, Tragedy, Aus-Rotten, Behind Enemy Lines, Capitalist Casualties, Nausea, Nasum, BALLAST, Tragedy, Wolfbrigade, Hellshock, Hellkrusher, Leftover Crack, Choking Victim, The Casualties, The Exploited, Cryptic Slaughter, Amebix, Doom, Disclose, Dis Charge, The Varukers, From Ashes Rise, Dropdead...
Electronic:
1200 Micrograms, Astrix, Astral Projection, Xenomorph, DJ Luna, Yoji Biomehanika, Lady Dana, Kindzadza, Raja Ram, Kai Tracid, Synthaik, Frozen Ghost, Vibrasphere, Shpongle, Entheogenic...

Movies:
Trainspotting, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Clerks (1 and 2), Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Gummo, Kids, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Star Wars (All Episodes), Back to the Future Trilogy, Pirates of the Carribean Trilogy...

Right Now:
18mm Lobes
3mm Conch
3mm Septum
1.6mm Tragus

Goodbye:
14G Industrial on right ear
Tongue Web
Center Labret
Prince Albert (I only had it for a week and it fell out. The ball wasnt screwed on tight enough).
16G high right lobe.
and a couple random others

What the future has for me:
14G Snakebites
18G right nostril
Ampallang
Frenum
and a lot of other more stuff.

My experiences:
My septum experience

Buddies
mi buddy
mi buddy
I_AM_Providence
I_AM_Providence
1st Thai Member I met
1st Thai Member I met
She helped me!!!!
She helped me!!!!
wickedgame06
wickedgame06
PUNX
PUNX
Met through IAM but we have two mutual friends
Met through IAM but we have two mutual friends


My new hair.
Finally the mohawk! a bit overgrown on the sides, but it was done on purpose. I like it like that.
 


What do you think I should do next?
Tongue Piercing
Snakebites
Center labret
Spiderbites

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My Stretched Lobes

Left Lobe and Conch: 16MM Lobe/3MM Conch
Hmmm my account is gonna expire soon.
2009/01/18 12:09 Well seeing as my IAM account has only 2 weeks left before it expires. I'm probably going to send in a photo or something in the upcoming days, either that or I'll just let it expire. but if anyone of you are willing to donate coupons, it will be greatly appreciated.

FUCK YEAH!
2008/11/03 20:18 Finally after so many months, I have been able to go for so many days without a single cigarette. Been smoking pot a lot though, but no more cigs. Hopefully I can keep this up for a while. Halloween wasnt that good. Went to the club, got drunk, fucked up, and all the basic rituals. Fun times.

Over the last 2 months.
2008/05/23 11:44 Well over the last few months, i went through a couple modifications. Well it wasnt that I wanted to, but it was more that I had to.
A month ago (around Songkran), I was at this foam party, and I had my Stell tunnels in (16mm left 18mm right). It wasnt a good idea as I should have taken them out for the day rather than wear them there. Anyways I just kept them in hoping that they wouldnt fall out at the party. Anyways I meet up with some friends, and a lot of them decided to take out their ear piercings (making me think that I shoulda done the same too).

Well the party got started eventually at 9 pm and I got pretty thrashed over there. Let me tell you, the whole fucking place was covered in foam and water, and it was slippery as hell. My friends and I, fucking pissed drunk and high as we were, stumbled all over the place, trippin on random shit. I swear to god, more people tripped than stood at that fucking party. Oh well One thing led to another and somehow, I lost my right tunnel. oh well, It was a good night and I went to a friends house to smoke up then came home. I didnt know till I woke up in the morning that I had lost the tunnel. Another thing that I was surprised to learn was that the night before, I was being quite the male slut lol.

Oh well so I knew I had to put another 18mm plug back in, but when I did, I realised that there was like a small cut on the lobe so I decided to leave the plug out until it healed. I let it heal and when it did, my lobe had gone down to 12mm. I decided stretching it from there... going to 14mm, then to 16mm, then back to 18mm...which is where I'm at right now.

Something to Think About What I see when it comes to drug usage.
2008/05/02 03:08 You know, everytime I go to my usual hang-outs, there will be kids talking about pot and other drugs and the basic shit like that. I mean I hang out with people whose age range from 16 to 25. I dont really hang out with people in specific age groups to be honest.

Anyways back to my point. I go to these places I usually hang out at, one being this shisha/hookah place. Well all the kids from the international high schools always go around there to hang out and shit, and well I happen to hear nearly everything. When it comes to the younger crowd, most of them will be talking about how much pot they smoked the night before or how much they drank the night before. Yeah usual teenage talk blah blah blah. Well when I hear this, it gets me thinking: In 5 years, what will they be talking about.

OK before I start, you should know that I am a pot smoker myself. Until a month ago, I smoked pot everyday for nearly four years (well not everyday, but probably the longest break being no more than 5 days). I've dabbled in all kinds of hard drugs before. I wont get into detail on what I've tried because I've tried just about every drug you can name (yes that includes heroin). The only hard drug that I've been addicted to is methamphetamine (aka crystal meth). Well now that I self rehabbed from it and I havent touched that shit since new years.

I remember I've said to myself when I was younger that I would never touch drugs...then I smoked pot. Then it was "I'll only smoke pot"... and I did shrooms. Then after this I said to myself "I'll only do things that come out of the ground"... blah blah blah you get my point. But the one flaw to this was that I tried speed and coke before I ever smoked pot for the first time, so well as you can say I wasnt true to my words. I was young, I admit. Later it went on to various psychedelics then I experimented in a few opiates, and it ended with stimulants. Once I was able to kick my meth habit, I just smoked only pot. Well I was still smoking pot when I was smoking ice because it helped with the comedown. Its safe to say that pot really helped with the withdrawal symptoms of meth, and it actually got me off of it.

I'm not a person who supports the marijuana-as-a-gateway-drug theory, but I have to say that for a lot of people who use hard drugs, this is actually true. First they start off by smoking pot, then when they cant get any higher, they want to try a different feeling. Yep thats when shit hits the fan as I can say.

Well now back to my point. I hear these kids talking about how much pot they smoked teh night before at a house party, and it just disgusts me. I mean I can clearly see what these kids' futures will be. One rich guy will be a cokehead, the other I know he will be wanting to achieve the opiate high. The next etc etc etc. It really saddens me. I mean havent all of us who've dabbled in hard drugs uttered the magical words "I will only smoke pot and only pot and nothing else"? I'm sure we all have. Well it clearly wasnt the case was it? Haha. Oh well its their future, not mine. I had to learn my lesson the hard way, but I'm glad I did because I know first hand how crystal meth can ruin your life. It nearly ruined mine, but I was able to turn back before the point-of-no-return.

I know this wasnt anything but at least I hope that there are some people who read this and can relate to this.. Thanks.

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