Few are those that see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts.
IAM Estelle IAM 20 IAM a young heart IAM an old soul IAM an open mind IAM a pacifist IAM a listener IAM a poet IAM a hippy in trendy clothes IAM a retail queen IAM a sex goddess IAM addicted to kissing IAM working on a drama-free lifestyle IAM (in)secure.
I DO HAVE 2x 00g Lobes 2x 12g Off Centre Tongue piercings 2x 14g Horizontal Nipples (version 2.0) (CBR) Om-1" below sternum "Expletus" inside right hip bone "Mendosus" inside left hip bone Japanese Kanji-Lower middle back-"star," which is what Estelle means in French Branding-Lotus Flower Outline around Kanji "balloons,"-Right foot as part of The Skin Project
I DID HAVE 14g Vertical Inverse Labret 14g right eyebrow 18g Right Nostril (Screw) 14g Triangle (Barbell) 16g Smiley 10g Standard Navel(CBR) I WILL HAVE 2x Nape Phoenix back piece Vertical Hood 2x Vertical Tragus 2x Surface piercing below collar bone on each side.
MOVIES Boondock Saints, Fight Club, Sixteen Candles, Star Wars, Traffic, Benny & Joon, Edward Scissorhands, Chocolat, Batman (I), Lord of the Rings (I,II,II), Soap Dish, Snatch, Four Rooms, Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels, Lost in Translation, The Virgin Suicides, Kill Bill (V1, V2), Pulp Fiction, Dirty Dancing, Top Gun, Bill & Ted (I, II), Orange County, Spinal Tap, Die Hard, Big Fish, Moulin rouge, Trainspotting, Hackers, Girl Interrupted, Gone in 60 Seconds, etc, etc, etc.
MUSIC Jane's Addiction, Foo Fighters, Incubus, White Stripes, Lauren Hill, Alicia Keys, Joss Stone, Blue October, The Nada's, Sublime, Prince, Elton John, Led Zepplin, Jimi Hendrix, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Audioslave, Rage Against the Machine, Jamiriquia, Jimmy Eat World, Pomeroy, Radiohead, Weezer, Oakenfold, Dave Matthews Band, Deftones, Bic Runga, Jet, Eagles, Queen, The Darkness, Pink Floyd, Counting Crows, Ben Folds, A Perfect Circle, Tool, The Fugees
LOVES Oranges, great friends, boys with hair, rock stars, tennis shoes, new socks, low-rise underwear, chapstick, chinese food, glasses, music, movies, politics, anything green and growing, roadtrips, local music, 80's hair bands, lips, teeth, flared pants on boys, no pants on girls, cigarettes, laughing, smiling, dancing till dawn, sleeping till dusk, blankets, pillows, tea.
HATES Bigots, pro-life demonstrators, the religious right, Dubya, homophobes, bugs, frizzy hair, all things bright yellow, carnations, not having a car, catty girls, dishonest boys, screaming children, bad parents, hominy, romance novels, hangovers, apathy, sour cream, mayonaisse, boys that claim to be men while still fucking teenage girls.
MESSAGE ME AIM: Estelo6472 MSN: EAgena7264@hotmail.com
2005/02/21 13:22 I feel so naked. I've taken out all of my piercings (even my plugs) except my tongue and I just feel like I've got nothing left. I knew that I was transitioning out of my metal phase (although I'll always love mods, they hold a very warm place in my heart), but it really has happened pretty gradually. It's strange to think that at one time I had eleven piercings and now I'm down to two. I've still got my ink, and the next time I get out to Chuck I'll get my double name done, but other than that I can't think of any piercing that I want bad enough to get. My only future plan is to at least find a time and place to do a pull or suspension. I'm sorry if I've disappointed you all. I feel so ashaaaaaamed. :)
2005/01/25 13:36 Sorry folks. I've been so busy, and life's been so hectic that I've done you all the injustice of denying you my presence for quite a while. I'm in updating mode so I thought I'd let you all know how things are going and what's going on. I've tragically taken out both my smiley and my navel. My smiley just wasn't doing it for me anymore and it turns out I like my smile even more now that it's out. My navel just wasn't healing up for me at all, and I was still getting bloody lymph every couple of days so I'm going to let it heal and maybe repierce it at a later date.
I've reapplied at UNL as a marketing major and hopefully (if I can get a loan or by the grace of some god) I'll be going back in the fall. If anyone wants to donate to the "Estelle's got $1300 of back tuition to pay before she can go to school" fund, let me know and I'll give you a routing number!
That's all for now, I'll be back sooner than later, though. G'night.
2004/12/15 09:15 So, I've started to think about getting more ink. It's text, AGAIN, but I really like the idea and I'm really starting to think about it. I think if I get it, though, I'm going to go back to Iron Brush instead of Big O...I have a lot more faith in the guys there. The tattoo would actually be song lyrics. The first two lines I'd have going down my right side. It would read as follows:
I am not your rolling wheels, I am the highway. I am not your carpet ride, I am the night.
And then going down my left side, it would read:
I am not your blowing wind, I am the lightning. I am not your autumn moon, I am the night.
Anyway, it's an idea and I've been thinking about it ever since I heard the song for the first time way back in the day. I should really get something real tattooed on me.
2004/12/13 13:29 I've decided against my backpiece for the time being. For the limited amount of time he spent on drawing it, I don't feel so bad about not being able to. I've decided not to go through with it right now for a few reasons. One, I need a place to live before I get a huge tattoo (aka rent needs to be paid). Two, I don't like feeling rushed on such a big decision, which I am being because Joseph is moving away in the spring. Three, I don't want to sacrifice details and what I want because of someone else's schedule, which I'm being asked to do. I'll tell Joseph (so please, everyone else don't say anything), but I am still bummed I won't be able to do this anytime soon.
I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself to go back to school in the fall. I've put up a new survey on what I should major in because I'm stuck between two things that I'd be equally happy doing. Shit, this sucks!
