Strangled sparrows on stomach, 10 hours. Three 5-point stars on each foot, 1.5 hours.
Rachael Rose Simas. 18 years old, born 9/16/1991. Married 8/1/2009 to a man named Dan. Former Visual Arts/Photography Major and barista by trade. Living in a semi truck. Future Nursing student. Money Master. I am a Weasel. I'm also very angry. Classic country and the Twilight Zone. I enjoy knitting, the color pink, and cleaning out my fingernails.
2020/01/01 00:27 Hi everyone. I've made the decision to start protecting some of my diary entries due to certain people who have and use access to my page who I would rather not see some of the things I want to share. I don't want to make my IAM page entirely private so I see having protected diary entries as the best option.
However, I really, really love getting comments and feedback from people, especially considering these things I want to say mean a lot to me, mainly things regarding my marriage and growing up in general - so any and all insight would be appreciated beyond words. So if you read my diaries often, or not that often, or have been to my page once and think I look interesting, even if you don't regularly comment then please, by all means let me know so that I can add you to my approved list. All you have to do is comment on this post and I'll add you. It would mean a lot to me. Thank-you all.
2010/02/09 10:38 We are back in the truck after an extra long vacation - almost a week. We had to leave last night, drove all night, I'm tired. It was nice getting the extra time but it almost makes it harder to have to come back.
But I got all of our stuff done. Taxes are completed, I am a competent individual, we're getting a lot more back than I was expecting. About $2000 of it is going to be used for school, the rest is going into savings for moving out of the truck, we sent in Dan's state taxes and what he owed instead of waiting until getting our federal return so there's nothing to worry about now.
I started making some stuffed animals, got a new game: Torchlight, and I love it. I cut Dan's hair yesterday. Went to the bookstore yesterday before we left and got a book on Biology so I can study. Put my name on the bank account - finally - and ordered a debit card and checks. Duplicates, naturally. Went shopping at Burlington with my mother in law and got some ugly leprechaun shoes, returned them and got some shirts instead. Never got around to making my pies. That's about it.
So, bleh for right now. Wanting to get out of here, and also to see what kind of financial aid I'm getting..
Okay, so we're in Nevada visiting my in laws. My sister in law recently moved back in with her parents so she and her daughter, my niece, who is three now are here pretty much all the time. It's getting really old. Serena, my niece, is an adorable little girl but basically a spoiled brat. She is definitely spoiled by her grandparents and her mom pretty much gets her whatever her want. Her mom always tells her "if you don't start behaving you can't do this or have that" constantly, but then gets her what she wants anyways so it's essentially like there's no discipline. She doesn't listen to anyone. She's gotten dumped on us a couple of times to babysit while her mom goes to work, and by us I mean me, because Dan and Cody (my brother in law) don't really watch her at all. I took her to the store with me the other day because the guys were absorbed with playing Rock Band and the whole the time she was grabbing shit and every two seconds, "I want this! I want this!" and I found it rather appalling. My little sisters never did this. I never did this. Because I didn't just get whatever I wanted so there was no point in acting like a little shit, grabbing everything, and screaming when I didn't get it.
Also no one really does anything around here...both my mother and law and father in law work all day and the house is kind of messy, I try to do the dishes and stuff when I get up in the morning and tidy up the room we're staying in. Today my father in law got home. He's not in good health and he gets up at 3am every morning so I imagine he was just tired and wanted to relax, but Cody was playing Rock Band hella loud in the front room and there was shit everywhere so he just went to his room. So I decided to pick up, I stopped everything I was in the middle of to clean up the front room and then to try to clean up the room that Dan and I are staying in because Kalyn (sister in law) and Serena go in there (as it's their room, now) and trash the place, essentially. I'd like it to be fairly in order so we don't lose any of our shit, I have important papers because I'm doing all the taxes and plus there's expensive items like computers and external hard drives. No one stops to help me pick up or even says thank you. Two minutes after cleaning our room Dan says I shouldn't be cleaning because I left my sewing stuff in the front room and Serena could get hurt (well there's no other fucking place to put it, that child has free reign in this house, besides that maybe her mother should be watching her) and two minutes after that the room is a mess again. I don't mind cleaning and stuff, I really don't, because I'm staying here I think it's the least I can do, but at the same time I don't think it's my job to clean up their house because I'm a guest here for the only four days of the month I have free from the truck. That's frustrating.
On top of that the taxes are frustrating. I was expecting some trouble combining my taxes with Dan's, but surprisingly all of my stuff fit in fine but I was having trouble getting everything done with Dan's (involving deductions for work expenses and figuring out "per diem" pay). I do what I can and then my mother in law looks over everything and just gets more confusing, and even though it's Dan's portion of the taxes that are causing problems I'm the one that has to make the decision what to do about it...? You'd think he'd want to decide what to do with his taxes, but no. Yeah, not a particularly great day.
But I am enjoying being out of the truck. I hope we don't have to leave tomorrow. I re-formatted my computer, I'm hoping this will help.
2010/02/01 10:39 Kinda mega pissed off at my computer. It won't be plugged in. Like, it's plugged in, everything is connected securely, my inverter is turned on, but it says it's running off of the battery. I'm hoping it's just my inverter but my computer is not known for it's awesomeness. I wonder how much I could sell it for, although I did want to give it to my little sisters once I had another better one. Argh. We should be home tomorrow, I'm so excited!
And today is our six month wedding anniversary. :)
2010/01/31 13:55 We get to go home tomorrow! Well...we'll be in Reno tomorrow, hopefully, but we don't deliver until the day after. So. We'll actually be in Carson on Tuesday. Yay! Now time for shower blowjobs. Yes, I said it because this is my page and I can say whatever I want, and if you're jealous that you're not getting shower blowjobs, then too bad. :)
