IAM:
Jess, Peanut, P-nizzle, Notorious N.U.T., or "the little lesbian legume." Queer, 20 but people always think I'm 15 or 16, 5'3" on a good day. I have bad hips and knees and feel like an old lady half of the time. Jobless, a high school dropout, and still trying to figure out what I'm passionate about. I carry a condom in my wallet just because it's weird, am terribly in love with shoes, sunglasses, and scarves, and the rest of my wardrobe consists of lots of hoodies, t-shirts, and jeans. I don't have a license and don't plan to get one, so I bike, walk, or bum rides from people. I'm pro-choice, eat meat but not often and am not straight edge but rarely do drugs or drink. I'm more intelligent than most people give me credit for, hugs are awesome and I love giving massages.
I'm quirky, weird, nerdy, a complete dork ... and I ramble.
Yes Please!: Hugs, kisses, and the two of them together, chivalry, music, playing guitar, movies, reading, video games, body modification, text messaging, plaid, hoodies, shoes, cats, octopi/octopuses, sloths, elephants, animals in general, Tank Girl, Alice In Wonderland, Captain Planet, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Cthulhu, getting things in the mail, zombies, gas masks, cryptozoology, MMA, making lists.
Do Not Want!: When the people that I care about are unhappy, organized religion, sexism, homophobia, abuse of any kind, driving, flying, the dark, worrying, being afraid, failure, people thinking I'm stupid just because I didn't finish high school, spiders, moths, bees, pretty much anything that flies, fake people, drama queens, holding grudges, loneliness, people walking all over me/taking me for granted, feeling left out, talking on the phone.
Modifications:
Holes:
5 total.
~3/4" earlobe x2 (pierced at 12g by Bo at Old Anchor Tattoo in Battle Creek, Michigan) ~00g 2nd earlobe x2 (pierced at 6g by James Rajewski) ~16g medusa (pierced by Chris Jakubiak)
Ink:
Around 19hrs total.
~Super Mario mushrooms and invincibility stars on my stomach. (done by Mike Riina) ~Pac-Man chest/stomach piece. (done by Geary Morrill) ~Nintendo Zappers on my hips.
(done by Geary Morrill)
Ritual:
~2pt. back pull.
Music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Shiny Toy Guns, The New Pornographers, Modest Mouse, An Horse, The Shins, Tegan & Sara, Uh Huh Her, Broken Social Scene, CocoRosie, Joanna Newsom, Kimya Dawson, The Killers, New Young Pony Club, Peaches, Regina Spektor, Metric, Death Cab for Cutie, Feist, Björk, Bat For Lashes, Ra Ra Riot, Robots in Disguise, Otep, Patti Smith, CSS, The Dresden Dolls, Ingrid Michaelson, Junior Boys, Lady Sovereign, Of Montreal, The Moldy Peaches, Cat Power, KT Tunstall, Damien Rice, Destroyer, Tool, The Organ, Arcade Fire, The Blow, The Cliks, Pinback, Radiohead, The Distillers, Kate Nash, Johnny Cash, Jets to Brazil, Iron and Wine, Chad VanGaalen, City and Colour, Clutch, Dog Fashion Disco, Portishead, Goldfrapp, Sleater-Kinney, Ladytron, The Decemberists, Electrelane, Gary Jules, M.I.A., The White Stripes, Amanda Palmer.
Movies: Tank Girl, Dawn of the Dead, Alice in Wonderland, Juno, Amelie, 28 Days Later, Dancer in the Dark, A Clockwork Orange, Rosemary's Baby, Ginger Snaps, Shutter, KIDS, Hard Candy, Tideland, Secretary, The Tracey Fragments, High Art, Show Me Love, Brokedown Palace, Donnie Darko, My Summer of Love, Morvern Callar, Boys Don't Cry, Evil Dead, Fight Club, Cube, Bastard out of Carolina, American History X, Trainspotting, Run Lola Run, Spun, Requiem for a Dream, Party Monster, Visitor Q, But I'm A Cheerleader, Pulp Fiction, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Descent, The Strangers, Natural Born Killers, Heavenly Creatures, The Boondock Saints, Ghost World, Slither, Jurassic Park, Audition, The Fifth Element, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Finding Nemo, Garden State, Dogma, SLC Punk, Matchstick Men, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Susperia, The Mothman Prophecies, Spice World.
TV: The L Word, 30 Rock, Arrested Development, Bones, Dead Like Me, Reno 911, Will & Grace, The Office, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Captain Planet, Ultimate Fighting, Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends, The Oblongs, Invader Zim, Rocko's Modern Life, Angry Beavers, MXC, Ninja Warrior.
Books: Dry, A Wolf At the Table, Sellevision, Possible Side Effects, Running With Scissors, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Look Me in the Eye, Naked, Dress Your Family in Corduroy and Denim, The Lovely Bones, Lucky, I Am Legend, Are You There Vodka? It's Me Chelsea, My Horizontal Life, Middlesex, The Virgin Suicides, Pet Sematary, The Shining, Prozac Nation, The Haunting of Hill House, We Have Always Lived in the Castle, Girl Interrupted, Interview With the Vampire.
Games: Guitar Hero, Super Mario, Sonic the Hedgehog, Earthworm Jim, Pac-Man, Silent Hill series, Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic, Ratchet and Clank series, Halo, Doom series, Half-Life 1&2, God Of War 1&2, Fatal Frame series, Destroy All Humans, Star Wars: Republic Commando, Indigo Prophecy.
Leave voice comments! Please? Drunken messages are fun too.
Got blood work done today. They're checking my thyroid, my kidney and liver functions, checking for anemia and for lupus. Gonna find out the results in a week. I hope I can get some answers.
In other news, the girlfriend and I tried on dresses and heels at Meijer and Walmart recently. This is a very rare occurrence so enjoy these pictures of that and other random crap. There will be more eventually because this has happened twice. And we did two photo shoots this week that I will hopefully be getting pictures of soon.
Just got my computer back after not having it for a couple of weeks. I was dying of boredom. Though I did get to work on preparing for my GED test extra.
Other than that. Leg lumps came back. Going in for bloodwork and possibly a biopsy tomorrow.
I have really weird lumps on my legs. Like two to five dime sized, tender, red, lumps on each leg. They're only on the front part of each leg. They showed up like a couple months ago and I pretty much convinced myself I have cancer so I went to the free nursing clinic here to get it checked out. Turns out it's Erythema Nodosum, which is inflammation of the fatty portion of the skin. It's most commonly caused by a problem with medication, but I'm not taking any medication. Second most common cause is strep-throat. They tested for that and I don't have it. Can also be caused by lupus, leprosy, and chlamydia. Preeetty sure I don't have any of those lol. Could be tuberculosis, but I'm fairly certain I would KNOW if I had that. SO! If they don't go away in a month, I have to go back for blood work and a biopsy. Super not excited about that. Hopefully they go away.
Other than that nothing is really new. Trying to learn how to play my ukulele. It's not too difficult. And it's oh so cute. Especially when I play an AC/DC song on it.
Spending the day with the girlfriend tomorrow, looking forward to that.
