This is the last time I kneel and pray to the sky...
I keep a tracker because I am curious to see who stops by my page, so say hi, cause I'm probably gonna visit your page in return anyway.
261 hot lunches served.
I haven't had iam for a few months now and my page is in need of some revamping for sure. I'll get a new description and some new tuneage within a day or two.
Aim: subconsciousdoor
Tattoos and other decoration(In order of getting done):
Single lobe piercing(both ears) at 18g, now both at 0g.
Tribal phoenix upper middle back.
Second lobe piercing(both ears) at 14g, gauged to 2g, now removed.
Kanji on front of both shoulders. Heaven on right, earth on left.
Horizontal nipples(both) at 16g, now 10g.
Labret at 16g?, now at 10g.
Three large black and red stars going down my right side.
Half-sleeve koi piece, upper left arm.
And if I was you, I wouldn't hear a word I said
Wouldn't trust nothing to start it up inside my head
I'd make a conscious effort to live instead
Of trying to kill the monsters that reside underneath the bed
And if I was a hurt man
I'd find a way to put my faith
Into a woman that could take me from today, Maybe
I need somebody that could save me
From the parts of myself that keep making me crazy
And if I was a wise man
I'd climb to the top of the mountain peak
To think about strength versus weakness
I'd find a point that rests a couple of feet above your head
And figure out how I could try to help you reach it
And if I did have a choice
I'd never want to live forever
Just let me have a voice so I can make my points
I can't imagine running a race with no finish line
Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time
I love giving but I'm bad at receiving
The truth is, I'd prefer to be the one bleeding
But I'm a paranoid that stays between play and work
Cautious and aware, 'cause I'm afraid of being hurt
Which brings me to the issue
And that would be this:
How often must I ask myself why I exist?
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus
Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose
1) Visit from (non-iam)*217 (who lives in Zombieville) on 2/09@19:38, .
2) Visit from Za (who lives in Cedar Rapids) on 6/18@0:46, .
3) Visit from Sander (who lives in Brussels) on 6/10@15:43, .
4) Visit from .Miss.Monster.*2 (who lives in Council Bluffs) on 3/29@18:20, .
5) Visit from Shank (who lives in Wichita) on 3/04@21:03, via main page.
6) Visit from Leilani Rose*2 (who lives in Hampton) on 1/01@12:14, .
7) Visit from Jean-Pierre (who lives in Ann Arbor) on 12/29@19:16, .
8) Visit from Spaz1984*10 (who lives in Tucson) on 11/25@13:41, .
9) Visit from Blitzkid196*4 (who lives in Hartsdale) on 9/11@2:33, .
10) Visit from Freevegan (who lives in Industry) on 9/11@2:30, .
11) Visit from =8alexandre5=*2 (who lives in Montpelier) on 8/22@23:52, .
12) Visit from a silent grief*2 (who lives in Sand City) on 8/02@1:44, .
13) Visit from livelustkill*6 (who lives in New Port Richey) on 7/20@2:46, .
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Buddies
a sweet german girl
Sweet graffiti chica
Road Trippin Buddy
Stars yep
Mod-Tracker
Ink
"Earth": Done by Joice at Tiger Lily Tattoo. Stockton, MN.
2008/06/14 02:34 I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know, I know... you missed me terribly. Probably not, but one can always hope. Anywho, I'll be returning your messages and whatnot as quickly as I get around to it :)
Fuck yeah!
2008/02/18 02:05 So I was really not looking forward to being up in 5 hours for class, then I remembered it's presidents day and I don't have class :) FUCK. YEAH. haha, first good thing a president has done for me this year.
2008/02/17 08:40 Well I have been gone for awhile for various reasons. Some IAM related and others just general day to day stuff. But I am back and will be updating more regularly. I put some poetry-type-stuff that I did a little while back, which you can check out in the entries below. Gimme some feed back! I'd like to have some alternate opinions, cause I think they are pretty good. Anywho, feel free to send me a message or whatnot if you wanna chat.
2008/02/13 13:18 Well I don't think I can start from the beginning
Already got two outs, we're in the final inning
And I don't think if you tried to recall
That you could trace it back to one single event at all
The source is simple human greed
Explain to me how it ain't legal to smoke some weed...
When they can legally pick our pockets?
Just lookin for any way to turn a profit
Is there any way to stop it?
And how are we supposed to fight the tyranny
When they have gestapo crews designed to put the fear in me?
I want to use my fists, but for now gotta use my mind
Gain me some knowledge, and sneak up on em from behind
bring em down with style, like the final glory days of Rome
I'm sorry, but there are certain things
You don't have a right to when it comes to my home.
And if you aren't outraged, you haven't paid attention
Seems so simple, but we still have learned our lesson
But, that we don't learn from history
Is probably the most important lesson history has to teach
This fight has gone on so long,
How is our goal so out of reach?
It's hard when they take our rights one by one,
And on down the line
Gotta fight back, and scream, "This country is mine!"
Have each one of em strung up and hung
Peaceful now, but this revolution has just begun
You can see it festering before your eyes
A groundswell of people fed up with the lies
Cause they refuse to give up on the dream that was America
From back when that word was still associated with some character
And it's easy to see, why internationally, we have fallen out of favor
When our own money is barely worth the paper.
So my fellow Americans what's the deal?
Why do we continue to allow them lie and steal?
Just a bunch of crooks and thieves
Gotta run em outta office and chase em down the street
Pitchforks and torches, not just another angry mob
Putting a stop to the tyrants, because as the people it's our job
And I wish that's how it was, but god it seems impossible
Who to blame? Cause at the base we are all responsible...
But just because the answer isn't immediately clear,
Doesn't mean we should stop questioning and disappear.
Each one of us is capable of making a difference
We don't have bliss, so lets stop it with the ignorance
Just askin people questions like, " Why do we continue to believe,
When these men made their millions, by succeeding to deceive?"
And when people hear the truth, they will tell what they have heard
I want you to get up, stand, go spread the word
Cause in the end we all have the choice:
We can die quietly, or we can raise our voice.
