Under Neon Loneliness   Liverpool, England
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Also known as Annie :) Hmm. Its hard to describe oneself when pressed to do it, but if I had to put myself into a nutshell, at some time or other Im everything it’s possible to be. I wholeheartedly believe in both nailing my colours to the mast and sitting on the fence. Im fragile and sensitive and at the core, unable to be broken. I like my intoxicants as hard as my essays. I love people and truly feeling all the good things and bad things they can bring about, yet have hermitlike tendencies when I find them impossible to understand. I think people over think and complicate matters most of the time, but I believe that to be intelligent and educated is one of the most valuable things a person can be. Image is everything and nothing. I criticise freely, and ask those I’m close to to do the same, I think its the only way to move forward.

And I don’t think anything about me is contradictory :).

I love:
Books. Lots.
Gin.
Leopard print.
Steak.
Red lipstick.
Cigars.
British comedy.
Oscar Wilde.
Politics.
Russian History.
Thunderstorms.
Hallowe’en.
Philosophy.
Rock music.
Classical music.
Piercings, obviously.
Reptiles.
Skyscraper heels (the things themselves).

I dislike:
Boredom.
Animals, by and large. Except for my animals.
Summer.
Children.
TV.
Wilful ignorance.
Religion.
Having to define my sexuality.
Magazines.
Beer.
Politicans.
Public transport.
People that think things are their business. When they're just not.
Manual labour and all that comes with it!
Skyscraper heels (the side effects)

My mods (or should that just be piercings for now?) amount to a pair of utterly unstretchable 8g lobes, an industrial, a 4g tongue piercing, snakebites, septum (which Ill be getting redone at a larger gauge at a later date), nostril and tragus. I have much more ear work pencilled in, and Id dearly love my tongue split, but not at the cost of making myself unemployable, sadly. Maybe when I make myself indispensable to the academic community :) Ill also be getting my venoms redone in the hopefully not too distant future. Pics will be along shortly.

Buddies
MissTrin
MissTrin
Kat Attack
Kat Attack
The Darthside
The Darthside
Shadark
Shadark
girlbassplayer
girlbassplayer
abazoo
abazoo
angelicfruitcake
angelicfruitcake
phalaeo
phalaeo
Alkaline_fairy
Alkaline_fairy
Sknydpr
Sknydpr
chemically_lobotomized
chemically_lobotomized
d0llparts
d0llparts
Maarkaald
Maarkaald


New phone yay!
My black mop and little else.
 


How would you describe your political stance?
Far left
Left
Centre
Right
Far right
I don't have one (none suit me)
I don't have one (I opt out of politics)

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2007/04/19 22:35 .... of the same.

I figured by now things would have done that thing they do where they go crap for a while and then fix themselves. Evidently not. *rolls eyes*

Drink drink drink.....
2007/04/08 04:00 ... smoke smoke smoke, cry cry cry.

Don't ask, the answer will inevitably be long and boring.

One of these days I'll give you something nice to read, I promise.

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2007/03/28 14:24 *warning* This will probably be long and boring and a million times more beneficial to the writer than the reader.

The FWB from early last year..... yesterday we go out, from college, at 2pm with a bunch of other people. We ended up on our own for a while and talking about stuff, he said he really just wants to be with someone again, but it could never be me because he sees me as a close friend that he can talk to in a way he can't with other people, and that he's a bastard that can't even be civil with his exes (this is very true, from what I've seen) so if anything went wrong he'd lose me. We ended up in a club later on, he was all over me (we talked, fun isn't off the table). The old feelings that I had last year have resurfaced fully by this point, I spent most of 2006 in a hole over this guy. I thought I'd got out of it, apparently not.

So we go back to his (alone, for once), things get interesting and then after about 10 mins.... it stops. He's upset, VERY upset about the gf he broke up with two weeks ago that he's been with for two years, saying it's all his fault (well, it is, but....). I end up giving him a 3 hour long shoulder to cry on.

I was just stroking his hair, and then he asks me have I ever loved anyone... I said to him there's someone I want in the way that it makes me so happy, and always did, just to stroke their hair, or feel them breathe by me while they sleep, but I know they don't feel the same way. Long silence... he kissed me and said "I'm so SO sorry."

I've felt a lot better than right now. I don't want the bites and bruises from him to heal. :(

Things on my mind right now.....
2007/03/27 04:22 .... amount to immense sexual frustration, and Ben and Jerry's that I don't have.

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