still not getting anything about about Kane. so i emailed them today... hopefully we'll hear something.

picked up blades today, hopefully i'll ge tto that soon...

was looking throught modblog... you know, it's funny.. you only care about being modblogged when you haven't been... all the people who have been are like "so what" personally im like WTF!

anyways, i'll step of my soap box now..lol
peace and love
pix

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also, here's a random chick with wicked hair.. and also my new hair cut..

so, got an email in the past couple of days, says my BME account is expired...... umm, guess not! way to be gay!

"Credit statement Hello, _crazy311. Your IAM page, last authorized by the auth token 'TOSpanel-Rachel' has an expiry date of April 26th, 2010. Click here to add more time."

okay so why did i just get an email saying that my membership is about to expire?
i don't even bash rachel on here.... wtf?

got the job at the keosk in the mall. i now sell body jewelry (anyone else think that's funny?) they're gonna make me manager if all goes well. i've never been put in a position like that (hired for a management position) i think it's pretty cool, even if it is only the mall. they're hoping they can get me ordering things and doing everything! im pretty stoked!

i had a good xmas, although my nephew needs to learn to stop puking on me.. lol (he's only 4 months)

thinking about getting tattooed soon, but i needs to see a little more money coming in first before i can blow some of my christmas money!

never heard anything back from evelyn charles... they're shitty people!

im gonna apply at the keosk in the mall and maybe urban planet, prolly won't get anything from it so im also gonna apply for welfare so i atleast have some money (i don't qualify for EI).. not having money sucks..

lost all faith in the company supposedly trying to help us get our dog back, dude's a douche bag with a retarded ego!

that's about it
Pixie

should be hearing back from Evelyn Charles today about my technical i did last week.. if not i'l call them tomorrow and drop off resumes at the bridal shops downtown.. both are hiring, i tink that could be fun!

as far as i've heard Kane is still in town, even if they never spend time it him or bring him out, apperently someone else always has him.. THAT makes me furious! they don't want him, they know how much we love and care for him and yet they wont let us have him simply because they don't want us to have him.. it makes me sooo frustrated!

so last time i messaged topdog i mentioned another dogs name that kane happens to see often. as it turns out this guy happens to be dating a friend of one of the girls who runs topdog...
all they did with the information givin to them was get mad at the boyfriend for something THEY misinterpreted.
this boyfriend has since told Dewite what was said and now we've again got people lingering around our street in the dark and coming up to talk to us out of no where...
i carry my cellphone, video recorder cued everytime we walk past where they hang out. cuz the moment that dewite comes to "talk" with andrew im gonna get it on film and send it to topdog with a message saying "way to go.. now our lives are in danger, thanks!"

im super unimpressed. and am starting to realize that i have no alies in this situation. even my family says stuff like "maybe it's a lost cause" or "well you know, he didn't really fit in" like i friggin care if other people like my dog.. i fucking love him. there's no other face in the world i would rather wake up and great (well okay maybe my boyfriend but i have him and i don't have Kane)
it's like having your child stolen from you and having to sit back and watch someone else abuse them from across the street..... i think there's only a handful of people who actually understand what that's like.

finally free on my fido phone contract! from when i lived in calgary with jeremiah. woohooo three years later im finally out of paying for a phone i NEVER use!
topdog's being douches about Kane, i messaged them telling them about his behavour and they just got mad at someone's boyfriend for walking their dog down there and going to say hello and let the dogs play!
they haven't messaged me back, they haven't gone to check out Kane.. it's a huge piss off. i thought they were going to step up and keep us informed now! but nowim back to where i was before all this shit thinking that they don't really care. and if they do care about Kane, they don't care about his owners sitting here being upset about their dog..

i got a job call back, now all i need to do is find a cut model.. gahh i hate doing that!

saw my dog do something that made me want to throw up today.... did the only thing i knew i could do, email topdog. i feel pathetic that i can't do anything for him. i hate that they're changing his behavour back to how he was.... he's such a magical, loving little man, i miss him so much!

depression sucks

i posted in a "big lobed" forum a few days ago asking if anyone had any ideas as to how to reduce the flares on my acrylic plugs...it got some interesting responces. the best was about me jumping from 3/4ths to an inch... i taped and they were all saying i was a dumb ass about it.
i just find it amusing how many people on here just check forums to be an asshole... the only good forum on here is for tongue splitting.. (damn i need to fix mine!)

other then that comical fact... nothing really new to report.
there's some minor drama going on in the park. apperently the woman who has our dog had a rat working for her... i hope she gets arrested! i realy erally hope she gets arrested! it's been 2 months now since they took him back and a month since sherry got arrested. man if they didn't hate us i'd go undercover just to get her arrested and get the dog home, if only!

times at the library is almost up so i should go..

so i spoke with topdog yesterday.. i got a huge speal but the jist of it is, bylaw fucked up...
kane is now licenced to Sherri's drug attic mother gosslin and we now hae to wait for HER to fuck up...

Steve, the guy from topdog, said that he's really upset about what's been going on and can't believe that they released the dog to her rather then keep their word with him..... im still remaining hopeful!

so on top of sherry being arrested, i've filled out an online report with the spca (because topdog wasn't doing anything) i've since head back from them, they're "currently investigating Kane's welfare" which makes me happy, i've also informed them about sherry's situation and that Kane was licenced to Andrew.... im just glad someone cares. it's been a while since i've felt that way!

also, Quinn is coming up next month. we're going to be putting microdermals on my stomach to replace my surface bar... it's starting to look pretty gnarly and i've got some hardcore scarring! so im gonna go see dan on monday and get him to take it out... and maybe talk abuot splitting my tongue farther... cuz im SUPER pussy about that!
i think i've decided against going to the coast this winter to get my implant.. i was working out figures last night of how much i would actually need to save and it's just not worth it! maybe i'll go down for a weekend just to see kelsey but i can't afford the two weeks russ needed me for!

yeah i think that's about it...
Pixie <3

AAHHHHHHHHHHHH........
im to excited, i need to write about it if i can't tell anyone just yet.

the girl who had our dog before (read previous posts.. im not going into it..) and has him now, GOT ARRESTED!!!! she's the main suspect in a murder investigation!

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he MIGHT just be coming home!

http://www.castanet.net/news/Kelowna/50237/Murder-victim-was-a-gentle-giant

i FINALLY got a bearded dragon yesterday, he's soo cool.
and i got andrew his xmas present early. he got a ball python. he's soooooo excited about it.

umm... im not working weekends anymore, and we're planning on going to the new swim center on monday.
still tryin gto get Kane back.. (i STILL haven't seen him)
goin to mom and dad's for thanksgiving,

yeah i think that's about it.. that and im trying to go out tonight cuz im sick of sticking around the house all the time...

okay, bye
Pixie

we lost him
Kane is back with the drunks... they both apparently are all beaten up. probably from each other.

we went out to topdog yesterday.
they really seem to be caring which is awesome. they have said they're going to check up on him periodically. are didn't realize just how abusive they were with him.
i made some point form notes all under headings and gave it to them.. sorta explaining how he used to be and the situations around them getting him back, also how well he was doing with us. they keep telling us that they're waiting for someone named "Steve" to get back before they act on anything. so she said she would look over it and pass it on to steve when he gets back i think today or thursday.
we've also asked people to put TopDog's phone number in their phones and to call over there themselves when THEY see things going on. because we know that the drunks aren't going to be mean to Kane while we're around. most everyone we offer the number to is really responsive and puts it in their phone.
i keep saying that if the kids i know are as much of hippys as they seem to be, they'll speak up for an animal who can't, even if it's anonymously.

all we can do now is sit back, wait and stay positive.
as much as it sucks to know the dog we're come to love and who's come to love us is being hurt... we're doing our best.

Pixie positive thoughts. (0)

you know, as happy as i am with everything in my life now. i can't help but check up on Penticton and see what he's doing. even though he's such a prick, im still in some way in love with him...
i would NEVER get back with him, but there's still that residual feeling left there. it's strange to me.

so the drunk native's moved back to down. instead of trying to speak to us, they've just gone about trashing us and sending people after us. we think it's funny, they don't know where we live, and we don't have out downtown anymore... other then me working on sundays, there's really no reason for me to go down there!
we heard that dewite punched out on of the coolest hippy kids last night, we haven't found out why but i hope he stood up to him
dewite called andrew finally... he was like "let's talk, meet me in an hour and bring Kane"
i told him not to take kane. i think he's planning to jump andrew and just take the dog. andrew hadn't thought about that aspect, but he agrees that it's a good idea
so andrew's taking friends with him when he goes so he's not alone.. just incase.

and i stand firm... im not letting Kane go back to abusive owners... WILL NOT HAPPEN!!!

WOOT!!!
so i've been talking to RUSS!!!! he gave me a quote. im stoked!!!! so i just have to save up for a trip to the coast now!!!

YAY im soo excited he got back to me! im really looking forward to going down there.

also, my surface bar is getting better. im trying to soak it in salt water twice a day. it abscessed a few months before i got really sick and now the abscess is taking it's sweet time healing.

i picked up a scalpel this past monday. Dan is going to fix my tongue for me (regrowth), finish it and he wants to cauterize it too. so hopefully i'll grow the balls to let him do that for me.

and one last thing... anyone in the area looking for a BlueNose Pitbull puppy? my neighbour is selling them for 800
for info text me 250-863-9079 (plz no random calls)

Peace and love
pix

ohh ... annnd.
i just paid my phone bill for the first time in over a year! (my mom's been paying it) yay for having money!!!!

so i kinda heard back from Russ!
he pertty well asked me to email him the question rather then IAM but still, it makes me a little more hopeful!

Kelsey is in town, im kinda stoked to see her. i really hope i can.

i just messaged RussFoxx about getting my implant this winter. hopefully he actually get's back to me. i know Charles wants to do it but i have people i want to see on the coast this winter so it fits into my plans better. plus andrew wants to take a trip down and see his tattoo artist this winter as well...
i just hope he doesn't blow me off, i've been told it's hard to get a price figure out of mod artists. i know that they don't like to quote to low and then do more work then they're charging for but if i don't know roughly how much i need to save for, how can i ever even plan for it.
if he can say like, "silicone costs this, and the procedure is between this and this" or even "it starts at this..." it would help me a lot! i always like to take 100 more then i think it's going to cost because you never know, it might take longer or something...

anyways... im still battling with my ex-landlord about my damage deposit.. and no one in the tenancy branch wants to give me proper information that actually applys to my situation... it's driving me crazy.
last night was horrible and a ended up going to sleep so i didn't have to deal with it.

anyways, wish me luck on the news back from Russ...
peace and love
Pix