i posted in a "big lobed" forum a few days ago asking if anyone had any ideas as to how to reduce the flares on my acrylic plugs...it got some interesting responces. the best was about me jumping from 3/4ths to an inch... i taped and they were all saying i was a dumb ass about it.
i just find it amusing how many people on here just check forums to be an asshole... the only good forum on here is for tongue splitting.. (damn i need to fix mine!)

other then that comical fact... nothing really new to report.
there's some minor drama going on in the park. apperently the woman who has our dog had a rat working for her... i hope she gets arrested! i realy erally hope she gets arrested! it's been 2 months now since they took him back and a month since sherry got arrested. man if they didn't hate us i'd go undercover just to get her arrested and get the dog home, if only!

times at the library is almost up so i should go..

so i spoke with topdog yesterday.. i got a huge speal but the jist of it is, bylaw fucked up...
kane is now licenced to Sherri's drug attic mother gosslin and we now hae to wait for HER to fuck up...

Steve, the guy from topdog, said that he's really upset about what's been going on and can't believe that they released the dog to her rather then keep their word with him..... im still remaining hopeful!

so on top of sherry being arrested, i've filled out an online report with the spca (because topdog wasn't doing anything) i've since head back from them, they're "currently investigating Kane's welfare" which makes me happy, i've also informed them about sherry's situation and that Kane was licenced to Andrew.... im just glad someone cares. it's been a while since i've felt that way!

also, Quinn is coming up next month. we're going to be putting microdermals on my stomach to replace my surface bar... it's starting to look pretty gnarly and i've got some hardcore scarring! so im gonna go see dan on monday and get him to take it out... and maybe talk abuot splitting my tongue farther... cuz im SUPER pussy about that!
i think i've decided against going to the coast this winter to get my implant.. i was working out figures last night of how much i would actually need to save and it's just not worth it! maybe i'll go down for a weekend just to see kelsey but i can't afford the two weeks russ needed me for!

yeah i think that's about it...
Pixie <3

AAHHHHHHHHHHHH........
im to excited, i need to write about it if i can't tell anyone just yet.

the girl who had our dog before (read previous posts.. im not going into it..) and has him now, GOT ARRESTED!!!! she's the main suspect in a murder investigation!

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he MIGHT just be coming home!

http://www.castanet.net/news/Kelowna/50237/Murder-victim-was-a-gentle-giant

i FINALLY got a bearded dragon yesterday, he's soo cool.
and i got andrew his xmas present early. he got a ball python. he's soooooo excited about it.

umm... im not working weekends anymore, and we're planning on going to the new swim center on monday.
still tryin gto get Kane back.. (i STILL haven't seen him)
goin to mom and dad's for thanksgiving,

yeah i think that's about it.. that and im trying to go out tonight cuz im sick of sticking around the house all the time...

okay, bye
Pixie

we lost him
Kane is back with the drunks... they both apparently are all beaten up. probably from each other.

we went out to topdog yesterday.
they really seem to be caring which is awesome. they have said they're going to check up on him periodically. are didn't realize just how abusive they were with him.
i made some point form notes all under headings and gave it to them.. sorta explaining how he used to be and the situations around them getting him back, also how well he was doing with us. they keep telling us that they're waiting for someone named "Steve" to get back before they act on anything. so she said she would look over it and pass it on to steve when he gets back i think today or thursday.
we've also asked people to put TopDog's phone number in their phones and to call over there themselves when THEY see things going on. because we know that the drunks aren't going to be mean to Kane while we're around. most everyone we offer the number to is really responsive and puts it in their phone.
i keep saying that if the kids i know are as much of hippys as they seem to be, they'll speak up for an animal who can't, even if it's anonymously.

all we can do now is sit back, wait and stay positive.
as much as it sucks to know the dog we're come to love and who's come to love us is being hurt... we're doing our best.

Pixie positive thoughts. (0)

you know, as happy as i am with everything in my life now. i can't help but check up on Penticton and see what he's doing. even though he's such a prick, im still in some way in love with him...
i would NEVER get back with him, but there's still that residual feeling left there. it's strange to me.

so the drunk native's moved back to down. instead of trying to speak to us, they've just gone about trashing us and sending people after us. we think it's funny, they don't know where we live, and we don't have out downtown anymore... other then me working on sundays, there's really no reason for me to go down there!
we heard that dewite punched out on of the coolest hippy kids last night, we haven't found out why but i hope he stood up to him
dewite called andrew finally... he was like "let's talk, meet me in an hour and bring Kane"
i told him not to take kane. i think he's planning to jump andrew and just take the dog. andrew hadn't thought about that aspect, but he agrees that it's a good idea
so andrew's taking friends with him when he goes so he's not alone.. just incase.

and i stand firm... im not letting Kane go back to abusive owners... WILL NOT HAPPEN!!!

WOOT!!!
so i've been talking to RUSS!!!! he gave me a quote. im stoked!!!! so i just have to save up for a trip to the coast now!!!

YAY im soo excited he got back to me! im really looking forward to going down there.

also, my surface bar is getting better. im trying to soak it in salt water twice a day. it abscessed a few months before i got really sick and now the abscess is taking it's sweet time healing.

i picked up a scalpel this past monday. Dan is going to fix my tongue for me (regrowth), finish it and he wants to cauterize it too. so hopefully i'll grow the balls to let him do that for me.

and one last thing... anyone in the area looking for a BlueNose Pitbull puppy? my neighbour is selling them for 800
for info text me 250-863-9079 (plz no random calls)

Peace and love
pix

ohh ... annnd.
i just paid my phone bill for the first time in over a year! (my mom's been paying it) yay for having money!!!!

so i kinda heard back from Russ!
he pertty well asked me to email him the question rather then IAM but still, it makes me a little more hopeful!

Kelsey is in town, im kinda stoked to see her. i really hope i can.

i just messaged RussFoxx about getting my implant this winter. hopefully he actually get's back to me. i know Charles wants to do it but i have people i want to see on the coast this winter so it fits into my plans better. plus andrew wants to take a trip down and see his tattoo artist this winter as well...
i just hope he doesn't blow me off, i've been told it's hard to get a price figure out of mod artists. i know that they don't like to quote to low and then do more work then they're charging for but if i don't know roughly how much i need to save for, how can i ever even plan for it.
if he can say like, "silicone costs this, and the procedure is between this and this" or even "it starts at this..." it would help me a lot! i always like to take 100 more then i think it's going to cost because you never know, it might take longer or something...

anyways... im still battling with my ex-landlord about my damage deposit.. and no one in the tenancy branch wants to give me proper information that actually applys to my situation... it's driving me crazy.
last night was horrible and a ended up going to sleep so i didn't have to deal with it.

anyways, wish me luck on the news back from Russ...
peace and love
Pix

we're all moved into our new place. there's a bunch of pics on my FB for all you who care.. Andrew's got a semi-fulltime job woking at a restaurant. he works all days they're open, but it's in a hockey arean/events center so they're only open on event days. he's getting lots of hours though and he's soo happy to be back in a kitchen. i've never seen someone so excited to go to work...lol (oh and he looks so cute in his chef's jacket..lol)
i'll put up some pics some time.

we don't have the net at our house right now so i only get on here at work.
peace and love
Pixie

got more work done!!!

same arm as the butterflys

my sister had her baby the following morning. 6lbs. 13onz.
his name is Eli Mathew Bidoka.

we move day after tomorrow.... im pretty effing stoked about that.
now we just have to train the dog NOT to jump up on the bed..... cuz i can't stand dirty dog being in my clean sheets where i do happen to sleep naked! ....yeah no you are right, it doesn't do well with my tattoos...
as a matter of fact my tattoo artest is a little mad at me for my last one getting infected... thanks to the dog hanging out in the bed all the effing time!
and now that im making killer money, i should get getting tattooed A LOT!!!!! i've got 2 hours booked on wednesday. (most for touch-ups but still) and im hoping to get my back done by next summer... like for serious this time. the money SHOULD be there for it.

well.... i guess it's time to start getting ready now....
<3 Pix

(picture is Eli with my mom.)

MY SISTER'S IN THE HOSPITAL.......... baby is on his/HER way!!!!

Warning... frustrated venting

how are we supposed to live together if you can't tell me what's bothering you????
i don't understand. like if you're mad at me... WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?
and if not, then why can't you just tell me you're in a bad mood, that it's nothing i've done and be done with it?
but no.. you're making it seem like this huge aweful thing and making me upset too... when it could just be nothing.

fuck my father does this to my mother ALL THE TIME and im not going to put up with this for long!
if you can't learn to talk to me, your gone... i would be shitty to lose someone who treats me so well and is a really rad person most of the time. but this isn't just some little flaw, im an extremely sensitive person by nature and i can't be constantly worried that you're mad at me.. especially if it's not directed at me and you're just being pissy in general. arrggggggg

works going good.
it seems that work at the shoe store will be starting to slow down. apperently they actually cancled the shift im working today and never told me! he decided since i was there i could work it and see how it went. but that they're prolly gonna axe it. which is awesome in my books. the more time i have to myself the better!

the hair salon is going SOOO well. the guy who owns the shop put an add in the paper for me, and i've hardly sat down since. i've hardly had any days where i've made less then $100 and i've never made less then like $60 a day. and he's only making me pay $25 a day to rent my chair
so far i've been able to make all the rent and the damage deposit on our place. (Andrew's still having issues finding a job.) but it's kinda cool knowing im able to be independant on that place and still be comfortable. i've decided that once i've payed rent and bought food ect, im going to put a months rent in an envelope and hide it just in case im stuck and haven't made any money or andrew and i split up ect. so i wont have to worry about coming up with a hole months rent. i'll already have it.
after that it's gonna be tattoo city for a while.
i figure i've got another 8 hours on my back roughly.. and then maybe some touch up time. i can only sit through a 2 hour session in one area so i think im gonna start doing 4 hour sessions, 2 hours on the top, 2 on the bottom and maybe we'll get through more of it faster.

im stoked, i know as long as work stays the way it is, im going to have no problem making money to put in my skin! and im really hoping i'll be able to work out a trip to the coast for a weekend in the winter, to get that heart implant and party with kelsey a little bit.
sounds like there's going to be lots of shop time this winter. i should also maybe try to put more money towards my student loan... but only after my back is done... i want a pretty back for next summer! that's currently more important then paying back the government....

anyways
peace and love
Pixie

i was able to work at the salon today!!!
so that must mean im getting better! although im sure i could have used a nap after. i didn't get one. actually that explains why i've been crabby all night.... that and im not drinking enough Cranberry juice right now so im having issues with my bladder ect.

i work both jobs tomorrow.... gonna be super tired after AND it's andrew's birthday. AKA he's gonna be super drunk :(
meh.... i guess it's his b-day he's allowed.... as long as he's not dumb about it... cuz if he's picking fights im not going to be pleased!..
we'll worry about that as it comes.

off to bed for this little girl.
peace and love
Pixie.

im feeling about 50% better then yesterday. which considering my condition yesterday is quite a bit better!

another BMEer asked me to be in a movie today.... interesting.
flattering i guess, someone thinks im attractive enough to play a "major" roll but i turned it down. not only is it in California but movies just aren't for me... i don't like watching them and could never picture myself in one.
still, a cool offer to get at least!

fever is down!
and the goo is moving from my surface bar now! all i've taken is some Tylenol day/night. and once it started oozing i put some disinfectant soap on it...
im not sure i'll even need penicillin now! which is dope cuz then my birth control wont get all fucked up!!!

im still not feeling 100% though.. so im gonna go wash my tummy, take a pill and pass out.