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Ashleigh
i was born in '88.
i've been committed to having a good time ever since.
i love drinking beer, sitting on the couch, watching netflix.
i cook like no one's business.
i clean like there is no tomorrow.
i work to pay the bills.
i study for a better tomorrow.
i love am obsessed with lions.

My puppy Lorelei, always makes my day.

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2010/02/05 07:32 so apparently my name is getting around at work and i'm becoming one of the best Sales Operators in my district.... I don't know if I should be proud or really sad that I'm doing well at my job at Best Buy and that higher up management is noticing....
But it's nice when you get free lunch on the company and other perks.

Hey, lady in the kitchen
2010/02/01 07:44 So I'm pretty annoyed with the bf right now.
I like to think I do a lot here around the house. I cook pretty much every meal we eat. I make him lunch everyday for work. I clean everything. I do 95% of the laundry unless for some reason I have to ask him to help me out with a load. I wash all the dishes, usually by hand. I rarely ask for help for that too. I figure I do all this because he actually works 40+ hrs a week and I work 32. He makes more money. I make less. Meaning he pays rent. I pay utilities and food. I figure that by cleaning and cooking it makes things a little more fair.
But when my bf tells me it was my responsibility to clean the one thing I don't like to clean, even when we agreed he'd always clean it since he wanted it and it is his, it makes me a little P.O. The French Press hasn't been washed because my bf hasn't washed it. But apparently since I made him coffee one morning and I therefore used it, it is my responsibility to clean it. I clean everything else. How hard is it to clean up your shit? I make it so easy for him and he doesn't help out. And if I do ask him to help, he only does it if I am here to nag him to remind him to do it.
Needless to say. If rent doesn't get paid today, like I've already reminded him, it's not going to be my fault. If he fucks up my credit cuz he can't take care of responsibilities and everything needs to be my responsibility, then, I don't know. I'm not gonna be happy. Shit's gonna go down.
Also, he finally brought his cat to live with us. I refuse to clean the thing's litter box. I have never wanted a cat for that reason. So if he can't keep it clean enough, and I start coming home to an apt that smells like cat shit, I'm making him take her back to his parent's house. I'm not gonna deal with it. I do alot as is to make his life easy. Fuck it. I'm not a god damn maid.
I'm going to go work out. Maybe I'll get an apology from him sometime soon. Doubt it though since I already pointed out what it was he said and mentioned how he was a dick and he didn't bother saying sorry. This is the one flaw of his that really gets under my skin.
(I doubt any of you actually care. I'm just venting for my own sake.)

2010/01/29 19:24 It's a friday night and I'm sitting at home. Alone. Waiting for Nick to get home. I need a life.

2010/01/18 18:32 I can't stop freaking out. My anxiety is through the roof and nothing is making it come down. I don't know what I'm freaking out about. I don't know what would be making me this anxious. My heart feels like its going to bust out some time soon. I want it to stop.
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2010/01/17 21:09 I'm feeling much better. I've made myself some bomb ass food today. I had an amazing sandwich. Then I made tacos for dinner. Then I made sandwiches again. Yum.
I also got my hair cut finally. I now have bangs. woot.
I like having my own apartment. I can walk around naked. That's awesome.
Picture of the hair cut. Kinda crappy.

2010/01/13 20:55 So my puppy tore a hole into the wall of my new apt. I left her home for a few hours one day and I came home to the new decor. She was probably really freaked out from being alone. She was so happy to see me when I walked in. I couldn't be mad at her but I was so disappointed. I had to take her back to my parents. I can't have her here fucking up things. If it was the couch that'd be ok. But the walls?! She's never done anything like that. I miss the shit out of her. I thought life was perfect and I was so happy. Had my own place. My boyfriend who is extremely amazing BTW. And my puppy. Life was good. Bleh. Life is never perfect. I learned that one.
I've also been sick for about two months. Started with an upper respiratory infection. Now it is a lower infection. Walking pneumonia and bronchitis to be exact. Lovely.
I just want to go back to work tomorrow. Get better. And get on with life. Gr.

Busybusybusy
2010/01/09 09:21 I have been so busy lately! Man how time flies. I ended up moving. I now live 4 mins away from work. I finally have my puppy dog living with me. So happy. I'm trying not to stress out about money. Bleh.
I couldn't be happier with my life right now. I finally have my own place. Finally have a place to call home. I have my puppy and I have an amazing boyfriend.
I'm so proud of myself. =)
I'm gonna take my lil pup for a walk. She loves her walks.
Here are some recent pictures of me. The second picture you can see what my bf got me for christmas. Those are green silicone plugs. 5/8 inch. He got me a few other pairs. Love him.

2009/10/22 22:31 Wow. I didn't realize how busy I've been. I don't come on here as often as I used to. I've been living an hour away from my hometown. Ramona is a 50 min drive to work. It's been crazy. Ugh. I went from a 6 min drive to a 50 min drive. But hey, the rent is free so thank god. Luckily I start my job (same position, just full time, different store) soon. The drive will be 40 mins. haha. Look at me. I'm all excited that My drive time will be cut by 10 mins. LAME! Well It's bed time.

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