Ashleigh
i adore doing donuts in the middle of baseball fields.
i spend too much money on underwear, dvds, and alcohol.
i enjoy my drinks in hot tubs.
i haven't outgrown my night terrors.
i hate meat.
i am fond of bright colors.
i always laugh.
i love am obsessed with lions.
My puppy Lorelei, always makes my day.
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2009/10/22 22:31 Wow.
I didn't realize how busy I've been. I don't come on here as often as I used to.
I've been living an hour away from my hometown. Ramona is a 50 min drive to work. It's been crazy. Ugh. I went from a 6 min drive to a 50 min drive. But hey, the rent is free so thank god. Luckily I start my job (same position, just full time, different store) soon. The drive will be 40 mins. haha. Look at me. I'm all excited that My drive time will be cut by 10 mins. LAME!
Well It's bed time.
2009/09/18 06:56 So I've had a hard time lately.
Mostly with my parents. I'm sleeping in my car again cuz most night I just don't want to go back home and hear the bullshit I hear. I called my older sister to talk to her and get some advice since she has been the child and is now the parent. It helped. Plus she is such an open thinker and has such a different point of view than most people ever will.
Second, I don't know what is going on with my relationships with people. I just want to curl up and not deal with anything. ::sigh::
I just hope it get better.
I plan on coming back and using this thing more. I miss it. I just haven't had time.
2009/08/23 10:02 tons of fun the other night. went out with my bff and her friends. i had more fun than i expected. pictures below. =)
2009/08/13 08:10 I haven't updated in a while pretty much cuz nothing has really happened.
No new tattoos.
No new piercings.
Most I have done is stretch my ears.
All I do is spend my time at the gym and at work. We had a Full time position open up that I tried to go for. Didn't get it since I've only recently started trying to work hard. They are opening up an other full time position that my manager said to go for. Rumor has it that it is mine if I do. Whatev. Don't count your chickens before they hatch.
Dallas and I are back to being friends. He's my regular gym buddy.
Ugh my personal trainer just called and bailed on our session today. Bummed.
So my life is pretty much boring. Take a look at the pictures of Lorelei. I love her.
2009/07/16 16:24 so i'm sitting here. got a margarita in my hand. I made myself some food. and i'm watching oprah. hahaha. So pathetic. but I'm ok.
2009/07/15 14:58 i'm getting real tan...thats all i have to say.
2009/07/13 18:21 Its hot. And it sucks.
I miss when my life wasn't so goddamn complicated.
I have way too many bills to pay and no money to pay them with. I'm stressing.
Lorelei has been a lover all day. She keeps loving on me. It's the one good thing today. Other than that I'm stressing out reading my books for school trying to figure out what the fuck I'm gonna do and how the fuck I'm gonna pay for it all. I've already decided I'm not going back to the community college this semester due to a lack of money.
My life overwhelms me. To the point of being almost paralyzed half of the time. And worst of all I am so scared to take risks. So terrified of fucking up and not doing this right. So scared to be a disappointment. And scared to be left alone in the middle of it.
Going to the beach tomorrow. Possibly gonna take Lorelei since she's shaved real short and been a sweet lil girl today.
Please lord, bring peace to my life. You know I need it.
