ashleyOBSCUREToronto, Canada38 days till my birthday.
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Iam: Ashley Lynne Regnier [pronouced: ren-yay] . 18 . female . godless . bisexual . pierced . inked . scarred . stretched . colorful . single . Japanese at heart . left-handed . self-harmer . an artist . a narcissist . a chameleon . modblogged
Hello, I'm Ashley.
I am 18 years old, but act/dress like I'm 10 years younger.
I'm very confusing and complicated, yet very simple.
I hate messes and getting dirty, but my rooms a mess.
I'm a walking contradiction in more ways than one.
I'm stubborn; I know what I want and will stop at nothing to get it.
I cannot stand to be the same for too long.
To say I'm vain is an understatement. Really.
I am able to sleep anywhere; on buses, under tables, even in the shower. I guess im cool like that.
I wear wigs, full face makeup [false lashes, glitter, feathers and jewels included], a million necklaces and bright clothing on a daily basis.
I am better than anyone and everyone; that's my opinion and I'm sticking to it.
I have a hard time letting people into my life, I've been hurt too many times in the past.
I wish that wasn't so, but it is.
I observe art, create art, appreciate art; I am art.
I like to be anything but ordinary and normal.
I will not stand to be another face in a sea of people.
Likes Music . Fashion . Make-up . Classic Horror movies . Anything Japanese . tofu shakes . art . cheese . Disney . staying up really late
Music Dir en grey . Killswitch Engage . Slipknot . Spice Girls . Arch Emeny . Any disney song . The Cliks . Smile Empty Soul . Behemoth . Katy Perry . Eminem .
Wow its been like 2 months since i updated this thing. like woah
not much is new....well okay thats a lie. a lot is new lol
Been hanging out with my friends alot, everyday actually. woohoo! thats always fun. Devolped two major crushes on 2 of my very close friends. Paul, one of them, is the biggest one. but he considers me his best friend...fuck i hope im not stuck in the friend zone. And then mackenzie doesnt know if she's gay or not, so can't really do anything with that one
My roommate Amanda and my (very hot) friend Ash i guess are going out now. Which is great and everything. but they're in that all-over-each-other stage so its not really fun around them anymore.... i hope it goes back to normal soon.
Oh, and a very very stupid ugly boy decided to bite both my nipples very very hard one night and now theyre fucked up :( its been a couple weeks and they're still not healing. so now ive changed the bars to longer ones and ive been cleaning them twice a day and putting hot chamomile tea bags on them at night to reduce swelling. it really seems to work.
My weight loss has kind of come to a horrible stall right now. Ive lost about 85 lbs but i still have a lot to go, so im trying everything to get it going again. im even not drinking this weekend! which would be the first weekend while in residence that i'll be sober. lol i dont know if thats bad or not....
I went to zombie walk too! omg sooo much fun. i fucking loved it. definitly going next year. i had my picture taken soo many times, fucking amazing.
then halloween, omg that was fun too. well minus a lot of crying on my part (an asshole ex-friend of mine made a really horrible joke about me cutting) i got completely wasted. And i guess i ordered a pizza, took one bite of a slice, fell asleep then went to bed. And i made out with amanda a lot too i guess. Too bad it wasnt paul lol
And yeah, that basically whats been going on in my life.
I am offically back in Toronto!
I moved in yesterday and i must say its going great so far. My roommate is just awesome. and I'm actually talking and meeting people this year! its so awesome
i havent really seen sam though...but shes working and stuff so i guess she has a reason. but she told me her roommate is one of her classmates that she was hanging out with this summer.... seemed a bit fishy to me but i really dont care now lol
but god, i missed this place. i walked to fairview today with my group for the picture scavenger hunt. that was fun. didnt realize how long it was though lol
anyone want to hang out sometime?? it might not be for a while (until i get osap) but yeah, just wondering :)
so I noticed on facebook today that sam had a new picture and its of her wearing a head scarf.
he boyfriend is muslim. Shes doing ramahdam with him for support. and now this?
I'm thinking shes going to convert. since he'll get kicked out of his family because shes not muslim.
She keeps saying that she wont convert for him but if she decides shes likes the religion, she will. Im thinking shes lying and is only doing this for him....she's never said anything about liking the religion. ever.
im fine if shes doing it for the right reasons but not if its for him.
I dont support any religion or any god, so im probably biased on this. But i dont know, I'm just concerned thats all. I dont want her doing something she doesnt beleive in.....
am i wrong to think so?
