I have the perfect soulmate, his name is Nick Holle and he is the love of my life. I go to school for clinical/councling psychology to hopefully work with bulimic and anorexic women. On my free time I model so if i look familiar that is probably why. I have goals for my ideal body adornment and I am currently working on that. I'm really bad at this whole expressing myself through writing so you can contact me if you want to know more.
I have been modblogged... 5-6 times.
IAM heavily pierced.
Lobes 1" 1/4.
12 standard ear piercings.
Rook.
Tragus.
2x Conch, 1 dermal punched to 0g.
industrial.
nape.
3x 14g nostrils.
8g septum.
medusa.
angel bites.
vertical labret.
snake bites.
bridge
tongue ring.
2x chest microdermals.
navel.
2x nipples.
microdermal christina.
IAM tattooed.
Day of the dead baby left side.
pink alligator left side.
3roses w/ spider web snatch.
make love not war snatch.
bat lower stomach.
collector of heart sternum/upperstomach
2 green skulls with love the life you live live the life you love, lower back.
I just got back from a photoshoot with PalinOptika studios, the photographer responsible for getting me to be the cover of BME<3
These pictures are dare i say 'fierce', i should get them back tonight and ill post them:)
I also got a new tattoo, you can see in the shoots:)
hehehe
2009/11/01 15:07 <3
... "i could use somebody."
2009/10/12 21:50
Today i found out that my grandfather would be having a double bipass next week. i knew he has been severly ill for the last month or so.... i also knew he wanted to speak to me... i have to be going to hell for this.
i am selfish enough to not call him because i cant cope with the fact hes dying. im trying to stay away from the reality of the situation. my mother is histerical.. and my father called me today to say that i should prepare myself for the worst. i thought i was going to be able to handle this.. until my mother told me.. my grandfather said he was scared.
suddenly it became a reality i couldnt avoid. and i started to break down. i cant seem to tell my boyfriend this. im not sure why...
i will continue to pretend this doesnt bother me.. and continue to "forget" to call.
im hoping for the best of the situation.. but who knows.
p.s.
i cant even look at my tattoo i got for him... it makes me sick.
