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As you wish. :: 2006/05/04 23:22

Stupid love. Making me crazy in the head.

My brand looks good. It's pink and bite shaped.
I've been watching OZ.

I still can't find my fucking barbell for my vert industrial so I continue to sport plastic tubing through my ear. *sigh*



“Acting is half shame, half glory. Shame at exhibiting yourself, glory when you can forget yourself.” :: 2006/04/21 14:27

Hmmm... I don't feel like I'm terribly exciting lately.

During the day I sit in front of my computer working and/or surfing community sites (myspace, lj, iam, etc) and chatting with friends. Work has been slow this month so far but I think I have 2 new contracts starting in the next week or so *crosses fingers*. I would really dig on another in-house or continual contract somewhere but no luck so far!

Thursday nights I go to Velvet for a few hours and dance and Fridays I hit up Neutral and do the same. Saturday mornings I have my acting class (*best thing ever*) and in the afts sometimes I head to Kensington, but usually just sit and watch tv and fart around on the net. Saturday nights are usually whatever is at Funhaus. This week it's some fashion show I'm in. Sundays I do nothing except watch the Sopranos at my brother's house.

Things are mellow and I'm relatively content although this work thing is starting to stress me out as I was hoping to come back from England flush with cash and that's looking unlilkely. Bah. I might drop out of this career in the fall anyway and just try and act. My future is stunted at RADA. I don't know which path I will take until I come back from there.

As a result anyway I"m not gettning any more mods (finishing my sleeve though). I wantto get a nose job but that's a "society positive" mod rather than an "anti social" mod. Now accepting plastic surgery as birthday gits? :)

Anyway, acting is all I think about anymore. Boys break and unbreak my heart on a daily basis but I'm dealing pretty well as a single (!) girl these days. Channeling Samantha.



Getting old :: 2006/04/18 12:00

Thanks for the well wishes! They are much appreciated. :)



Master Window :: 2006/04/17 12:26

What a fucked up weekend. I had this RIDICULOUS fight with a good friend of mine on Wednesday evening. Seriously stupid fight that he started and ended by telling me to go fuck myself. Since then he started talking to me again but he's acting like a prat and still being a jerk to me. Ugh. So not impressed.

My friend flew in from out of town and we hung out all wekend. I hit Velvet underground on Thursday and it was PACKED and the door guy was way on his high horse. He must be new. Friday at Neutral was pretty fun. I think my Sonomax earplugs are starting to shrink bc some loudness is seeping through the edges. They have served me well so I"m happy to spend more money on them... after some of my clients pay me!

I've been doing this acting class and it's awesome. This last week was actually quite hard for me but helpful. I'm going to work my ass off this week on my scene prep and see what I can do next week! I love love love love it. I can't believe I stopped acting for so long.

Saturday night was my family's passover "seder". The talk we had was the shortest ever and then we gorged ourselves on lots of yummy treats. My mum made some cakes for my sister and my bdays but they were banana bread and I don't like banana bread :( I got to take home chicken soup though. Yum!

My friend left yesterday. It was sad. We had a lovely breakfast at Fressen (hello vegan pancakes!) and then just relaxed for a few hours. The rest of my day consisted of watching tv, hanging out with my starwars friends, watching sopranos and big love then going to sleep.

Now I'm going to search through my photos and try to find a good picture to submit to the bmegirl tshirt contest and do more updates on ByBlair

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