I have multiplied once more! Julianna and I are going to be having a baby provided all goes well come about October.
Ugh.
2010/01/14 10:50
So the Economy Sucks, stupid. I got a call from an employment firm for assisting senior citizens discuss financial options, something I am more than qualified to do considering my extensive background of 15 years in customer service and 3 years in financial arrangements and counseling for businesses in regards to IT budgeting and such. However once they discovered I have an altered appearance the essence of which is nearly impossible to conceal, I was kindly disqualified.
Unemployment doesn't like my situation since my childcare issues caused much of my absences that led to my termination (sometimes I had to leave work early to pick up Violet from school or some such things...late because getting her to school on time on the bus some mornings was cutting it too close, things to that extent) which they consider leaves me unavailable sometimes during business hours to work or be available to work. They sent me 20 things in the mail to fill out and I got them literally a few days before they needed them faxed/mailed back. Assholes! They are trying diligently to do all they can to disqualify me for benefits.
Scraped up barely enough for rent this month, and now will owe some folks down the line in their assistance in this regard, so February is looking REALLY sad..may have to contact St. Vincent to help. That's if this other thing doesn't pan out....I am considering relocating to the wilds of Vashon Island, where I have been offered to stay nearly rent-free in return for helping out cleaning around the acreage and making my friend's home look good for inspection to renew her lease. This would create some turmoil in the visitation schedule with my wee Flower Daughter, but I will do all I can to make sure I am a regular aspect of her life.
I have applied at more than 30 leads and have my resume up on Job Dango, Career Builder, and Volt Services. I am crossing my fingers, wishing on lucky stars, getting up every morning and freaking out to the streets or internets in pursuit of getting bread on the table. I am considering selling art/making prints for a friend's clothing line, have sent pics of myself to alternative clothing companies and modeling sites to see about getting gigs....it's exhausting keeping up with society's expectations of a good father and provider.
Maybe I should go back to school...
Made some changes to the page, hope you like them and the new pics in my main gallery. Peace.
Unemployed
2009/12/10 12:11
Have moved into a new pad with a new person. It's a sweet little studio with a walk through closet/room. Very cozy.
Was let go from Speakeasy and have filed for unemployment and thinking of going to school for graphic design.
I like things such as: words, works, music, cleaning, cooking large meals for people i like, being an avid book-reader, a networking technology self-student, indian-classical music, playing bass, painting, quantum theory, conspiracy theories, (theories are neat!).
MY JOB: Consists of troubleshooting networks for businesses who receive T1, bonded T1, DSL, hosting, MEOC, Managed Services/Co-location Servers and last but definately not least of all Voice Over I.P. It's not so much fun. I work for Speakeasy.net
YAHOO MESSENGER: bloody.water
HUMANS CAN ONLY BE VIEWED THROUGH A MICROSCOPE.
Knuckle Tattoos "M-A-N-I-F-E-S-T", left forearm tattoo (the Fool), Green Man on right shoulder, Pan on right forearm [working at a right arm sleeve], and Ganeshapus [octopus with Ganesh's face, holding implements of the archetype with tentacles] on right thigh by John Cimperman at Laughing Buddha, portfolio also at www.sabertoothtattoos.com
*RETIRED FOR NOW* 8g bridge (started out as 6g, then was taken out for a year, only thing i could fit into it was 8g)
6g tongue piercing(Retired, and i don't feel nauseated anymore! Didn't even know how i felt until it was removed.)
1 and 1/2th inch lobes
6g Lorum by IAM:The Joshua at Slave to the Needle, more scrotal work to come, as well as redoing much of my penile piercings.
Eyebrow tattoos by Celeste. This was at Laughing Buddha in 2004, but she's tattooing somewhere in Puyallup, Washington.
Plum Blossoms, moth and clouds on left forearm done by Tony Bernard who owns Leopard Ink in Visalia, Ca.
Upper left arm brandings by Troy at Apocalypse
Cut and peel scarification on left calf by Rion, designat Deep Roots
15+ hours cutting piece on my left ribcage by John Lopez at Slave (Huge Tibetan Skull, Pics below). Also by JLo the Nautilus scar on my belly.
Most recently the three circles, larger to smaller, peeled from above the nautilus - done by Joshua Noble Olson at Slave to the Needle.
Many more things to come, i'm sure. Considering getting my apadravya re-pierced.
I have taken part in a few suspensions and other fun things of that nature...but have been on hiatus for lack of time, resources, and honestly: an original, beautiful way to suspend ..i really dig doing some of the more intense positions over 'suicide' sort of thing. My favorite way to suspend would be from one or two knees...love that rush! I want a one-hook suspension done by the end of 2009.
Credits: Black & white vertical chest suspension photos taken by Meagan Angus. Bardo website photos taken by Hypnox. BME BBQ stomach suspension photos taken by Daif. It wouldn't have been possible that day without Chris X to inspire the idea.
Watch this video...PURE CIRKUS DEAD ALIVE SHOW 2007 Suspension.
Pregnant Me:
