calamityspills   Boston, MA
reality

hi i'm chris.
i'm pretty short and think way too much.
i am a pretty big nerd in all senses of the word. from music to computers to bikes. lots of nerdery going on.

i'm a big fan of drinking lots of alcohol out of bottles in a short amount of time.
collector of records.
as well as a collector of thoughts and ideas.
a lot of people don't understand me and what i am about. but it really doesn't matter, i'll still probably get along with them.


www.myspace.com/lolzplzstfu





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Mod-Tracker
Arm Ditch

Wolf head/dagger: yup
Owl & hourglass

Owl: other view.
528671

waiting..: pretty much healed!
Blogging in late '09
2009/11/19 00:46 I started up my blog again. Check it out if you're into music, records, fashion, angry people, drinking, and lots of other weird things I'm into.
End Of Tomorrow Blog

On another note, I have a new apartment and job I'm starting/moving into in January. Should be a fresh start to the rest of my life.



End analysis
2009/11/15 01:05 So, I did it.

I think I accomplished what I was trying to do with the band Crusher, but its over now.
It didn't really change anything, but apparently it made me happy.
The face I'm making in my picture is my "genuinely pleased with myself/life face". I never seem to make it.
I'm dead sore and tired right now though.
Just thought I should write this before I never get the chance to again.



"I could use a friend to say they love me. But I'm gonna make a sound you can't forget."

Anxiety hangover.
2009/11/04 21:56 Story of my life recently.
It really sucks. I've just been overwhelmed with the amount of work and efforts I have to put into my school work and school in general.
Since I tend to overthink things a lot and make bigger deals out of most things, I'm pretty sure thats what is currently happening in my life.


I'm wondering a lot if I chose the right major for me, but it almost seems to late to change and switch out, so I'm trying really hard not to think about it. But there is this overbearing weight hovering over me that definitely is bothersome.

but whatever, fuck it, it'll be alright.

Consumtion
2009/11/02 23:50 school has been consuming my life. i don't really have a social life anymore at this point. sucks.


but i did see scapegoat tonight, first time in a few years and caught up with some old friends, it was nice.

goodnight though!

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