2004/04/07 03:29 Wow is right. I haven't been on here in a minute!
The reason I'm back is..... I GOTTA JOB!!!!!!!!! And I acually enjoy it.... amazing huh? Shit has changed sooo much in the last year... let me see if I can run it all down in a logical manner 
1. My boyfriend dumped me. After a year. Because he wanted time to think. Well, I personally think the whole "time to think" thing is a huge cop-out when someone has commitment issues. Oh well... you live you learn. Honestly I believe it was better for me. Getting that time away made me realize that... hey it's not cool to be called a bitch daily even if he apologizes. So it was for the best.
2. I am gainfully employed. About 3 months ago I got a full-time job at a group home for the developmentally disabled, and I could not love it more. The guys that live there are absolutely wonderful. Not to mention the pay isn't too bad and it's 3rd shift and I'm a night owl anyways.
3. Physical changes. I've lost like 50 pounds, my hair is now long and brown with highlights. I've pretty just gotten off of my ass and started doing more things. That helps! Having a job keeps me occupied and since I work 10 hour shifts I'm usually sleeping or out with friends. The active thing has helped, instead of sitting my butt in front of the computer all the damn time.
4. Mental changes. OH NO! I'm an adult now. Not only did I turn 21 and start going to bars and the such now, I've acually matured alot in the last year. Not quite sure why, but it seems obvious to everybody but me.
5. The little things. My brother moved back home with his girlfriend. She's cool. But they brought Satan with them... really his name is Homie. He's part German Shepard, part Alaskan Malamute, and (drumroll please) Great Dane. He's not a dog, it's a horse. My cousins ride him around for money. We also use him to run the cars when we are out of gas. Another of his hobbies is chewing. I swear I'm going to buy him doggie gum. My undies, my diploma, shoes, photo albums, MY CD BURNER, you name it, the little fucker has teeth marks in it. Mistress_missy88 is still my best friend. Always will be. FUCK WHATCHA HEERD. Yeah there's been a fairish amount of drama with an insane relative of hers. Yeah. After I got dumped, I spent about a week single... yeah a week out of damn near 3 years... then I went back to my ex. He was just so supportive of me... like the best bra you've ever had. Sweet enough to give you cavities and never said a mean word to me. I think the only reason I broke it off with him in the first place was the distance thing. But since we both have cars now... that's not going to be as hard to see each other. HMMMM let's see. I'm in the process of getting a kitten. Her name is Wookie or Wooketta... either one. She's just really really fluffy so thats why I call her that. Trying to remodel my room a bit because I realized that I don't wanna move out yet. I don't want to have to come home to an empty house or apartment or anything. That's just depressing. On the mod front, new ghetto tattoos. My ex gave me a black india ink rose on my shoulder and I just fell in love with the look. It's more time consuming, you can feel all of everything going into that tattoo.. so I asked for more. A moon above my asscrack, a heart on my right hip, a daisy next to the rose. Ooh yeah. Well I think that's about it... I'm rather tired and there's a staff meeting tomorrow morning at 9:30am and it's 3:30am now. Yeah.... If anyone has any comments, concerns... general advice, disapproval.. whatever... just voice them. I love the feedback!
~Dessie
