Duality   Woodstock, IL
I'm of two minds about everything.

I'm twenty-five years old. I've been married to a wonderful man I met in EverQuest for a little over three years. I have an extremely rare genetic disease called Variegate Porphyria that keeps me mostly homebound.

I have several ear piercings, but I don't consider them "real" piercings. I had them done with guns at the mall, before I knew anything about...well, anything, really. I plan to have them redone with needles, both because they are uneven, and as a symbolic "letting go" of childhood.

My really journey into body mod started around the time I graduated high school. I saw the movie Strangeland, and it sort of woke me up to the world of modification. I thought Dee Snider's bridge piercings in that film were about the most beautiful things I'd ever seen.

Piercing list, in order:
Bridge - check
Septum - check
Vertical labret - check (retired)
6g tongue - begun, currently at 12g (retired)
12g VCH -
8g lobes -
14g lobes -
2 sets of outer labias -
Set of inner labias -
Left helix spiral -
2 left rooks -
2 right industrials -

Maybes:
Nipples

Tattoos:
Right ankle rose - check
Back angel -
Pubic spiral -
Side or back Thor - begun, I have the artist's permisson

Buddies
Xeper
Xeper
chemically_lobotomized
chemically_lobotomized
weefaery
weefaery
MissTrin
MissTrin


Deathhawk
My new 'do 



Mod-Tracker
Piercings

My 12g tongue: 12g, by Art Scott at Marche Noir
Tattoo

My tattoo: March 20, 1999 Miss Deborah's Fountain of Youth
Alive
2007/10/03 22:09 I'm still alive. And I'm back on BME (Thanks Miss C!). There's not a whole lot going on right now. I've been singing in video games--like Karaoke Revolution and Singstar--a lot in anticipation of Rock Band's November 23 release. Hubby and I even got mentioned in their "Rock Blog" for the tour (http://www.rockband.com/mbt/report , under the Chicago section). Other than that, I've been too poor to get any new mods, and retired two of my old ones. I miss the look of the vertical labret, but it's nice to kiss like a normal person again.

It's Me
2007/02/10 02:06 I'm so fucking lonely these days. I seem to be a people repellent. It's funny, I'd crawl off and die somewhere, but that would upset the three people who actually notice me. Not that they're able to penetrate this nasty funk.

I don't even know what I'm looking for from human interaction at the moment. Whatever it is, I'm not getting it.

The people (other than my husband) that I respect aren't talking to me. The person I used to kinda respect told me a big fat lie like it was nothing.

How is it that I turned out so different from the people around me? Why do I have to suffer alone? It's like I'm in a little glass box. I can sort of mime the basics to the people around me, but no one actually gets my full meaning. Those who get a glimpse seem to disappear.

Days Go By
2007/01/17 18:45 I'm alive. Just got out of the habit of updating. Heh.

Porphyria continues to suck. I'm reduced to using the cane again just because one of the landlords decided to use some freaky chemicals in the common area.

Someone's ticking me off sniping at some religious observations I mentioned on a messageboard. It really ticks me off when people who haven't studied Norse mythology for years try to argue with me about it. Oh well. At least it has people talking about the Northern gods.

The dedication of my septum piercing started January third and will continue till the next full moon.

Merry Yule
2006/12/21 21:32 Merry Yule to all of you who celebrate such.

The spirits have been welcomed to my home. Soon begins my dedication to my fetch. Should be a grand time.

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