| On a mission for world domination... | |
| 2009/02/23 10:01 so this year is rocking hardcore for me. i have a great job, i am learning a new major at school, i am moving into a new apartment with really great friends, i get to have my cats back, i am designing more then ever and have been picked up by a local company that has me designing for 2 up coming events.
so its been a busy year so far and is only going to get worse as the months start to fly by. but hey this is what i wanted and have been waiting for. i just hope that i am successful in every aspect of my life right now. |
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| My first suspension (THANKS RED!) | |
2008/10/08 20:19 so it was an amazing event...it hurt like hell and tried to take over control of mt mind, to the point i almost gave in and didnt get off the ground. but i told myself that i would hate myself if i didnt do it and that i was stronger then that. shortly after with RED holding my hands i was able to get about a foot and a half up off the ground. i will say that the pain did get the better half of me and i was only up for about five minutes but i am damn proud that i got off the ground even if only for a short time. i look forward to trying it again in a couple months and i cant wait to see how long i can keep myself up then.
pics to be posted soon promise!   
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| What the near future has to hold... | |
| 2008/09/15 17:57 just to catch everyone up to speed with whats ben going on in my life.....
well lets see. i moved to simi valley to be with my friends. had a falling out with them and started going goth clubbing again. met the female love of my life and her gay counter part at the club. got sucked back into the goth/bdsm world. still a raver every now and again. i am looking to move back to long beach by the end of the year to start a new segment in my life. i plan on going back to school in january maybe to get my degree in business so i can start some sort of career. and who knows from there....but know matter what i look forward to a wonderfully exciting future... |
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| 2008/02/12 19:00 so i had one of the most horrifying weekends every.. so this friday was my best friends b-day. well her mom rented us two hotel rooms at the hotel Figueroa in LA. a really up scale hotel. so we got there and comensed activities and party favors. well a couple hours in to it one of my friends was way fucked up and started vomiting on himself and the bed. we all freaked and started panicking cause we had never seen him sick on anything ever before. thank god for my ability to never truely be fucked up(i was on two 8ths of goomies) i took control of the situation and we got him in the tub and started cleaning him off. his gf was freaking out mad core(on 10 hits) i finally got her to calm down and we sat in the bathroom hopeing that our dear friend would come out of his bad trip and regain the ability to communicate. after kickin it in the bathroom for like 2hours which was like 2ft x 4ft not including the tub, he finally started to come out of it and respond to my questions. this was a fuckin relief....i have never been that close to seeing a loved one almost die...and i never want to again. the gf and i have since decided that we are going to go sober for a few months and then slow start our parting again.
i still am ill when i think of everything that could have happened and how our lives would be today....
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