Gacksy   Luxembourg you have to change to stay the same! i'm a simple girl called... TROUBLE??? what's done so far?? ~ shiny metal right nostril x 2 septum (2,4) x 2 tragus horizontal nipple x 2 vertical nipple (left) hch 3,2 inner conch ~ r.i.p. metal handweb rejected tongue (tongue split) monroe labret navel ~ catch a big fish 4 pt suicide, wahcon, london, uk 4 pt suicide, shiny'z pub, kehlen, luxembourg 6 pt resurrection, villa vendex, maastricht, netherlands 6 pt resurrection, superfly summer camp, berlin, germany 6 pt half superman, villa vendex, maastricht, netherlands ~ small changes branding (neck) by simon scarification (left upper arm) by simon tongue split... all by myself -> DONE...!!!!!! 3 transdermal implants in my chest by simon unfortunately i already had to take one out myself and the second one is rejecting big time, toooo :'( meh... so is the third ~ fun lip sewing by simon 12 pt ring corset by simon play piercing arm corset by my lovely krämpchen (one side) and me (other side), pics to follow ~ what's still to do?? i want to get rid of that tribal on my back by covering it up. the more i think about the design the more excited i get because it will look awesommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh... i won't tell you what it is, get the surprise. hmm, i need to win the lottery first i think, haha... left thigh design's at my tattooist's... appointment only end of september... since things are going up and down for me those days, some more shiny metal is more than welcome i also wouldn't mind some hooks anytime soon... 11/21@18:30: (non-iam)*642 (Zombieville) 11/18@18:18: mapfeil*2 (Stuttgart Ecterd) 11/17@15:50: Didycub (Brighton) 11/17@8:58: lilloe () 11/09@4:20: fhtagn (Kaiserslautern) 10/24@9:50: hetty (Worcester) via kalima 10/18@14:18: the_absolute*2 (London) 10/15@2:20: captain howdy*6 (London) 10/11@7:52: FrenchTouch*2 (Paris) via offsite link 9/22@19:48: svastika*3 (Gloucestershire) via offsite link who are they?? he's mine the duuude the other duuude quentin vampy be-ben alice samppa calls me trouble bzzzzzz! she's wrong finally a pic of me ;o) that's gacksy!

something about me... resurrected out of zombie land my first resurrection: starts to feel good

2007/10/04 18:13 i'll be in london over the weekend i'm waiting for a friend to call me so that we can decide what, when and stuff weekend's almost started... wheee-haaah! (2)

if only i could suck as good as life does!!

2007/10/03 18:01 things are going from bad to worse. no fucking job, no fucking money, nobody to hug or cuddle with, no nothing... i went to london recently and it fucking hurt being back there. it might sound funny to some but i started crying because i missed it so damn much! i still do! so my 'dream', giving up life here and moving to london, has been put in a far, far, faaaaaaaaaaar away future and it looks like i really have to stay here and try to survive as good as i can. why the heck did i quit my job?? so many things have happened at the wrong time that i couldn't make any step back and that's where it all started... oh man! what a stupid, naive little cunt am i?? i wish i could blame it on someone but there's no one to blame but me!!! blah... (2)

jamais 2 sans 3...

2007/08/14 13:15 what the fuck's wrong with people these days? got 2 bad news for today already... (1- i didn't get that fucking job at the airport...) 2- a real good friend of mine got shot by her jealous husband yesterday night only a couple of hours after we've left the bar she worked at... her boss got severely wounded by the same guy... so i ask... what's next?? can't get worse anyway, can it?? r.i.p. cathy! (3)

alex...

2007/08/13 08:30 i'm all fine again but didn't want to delete the entry... so don't read the yellow bit if you don't care anyway... my very first ex, who's still a very good friend called me twice 2 days ago. he's heartbroken because his girl has left him and he couldn't deal with it. he's gone through so much tough shit and i couldn't believe it when he told me that (apparently) he'd taken pills to end his life. when he called me again, he said that he'd go to sleep... i tried calling him all day long yesterday but he didn't pick up his phone. he didn't reply to my texts... i'm sure he hasn't got the guts to do anything stupid but i would feel even worse than i do now in case he did actually have the courage to... leave! i feel guilty because i didn't believe him. because i didn't want to believe him! what should i have done the moment he told me?? can you tell me please?! after the first call i walked to his place and was on half my way when he called again. so i went back to mine... what if...???? and i didn't do enough to hold him from doing it... or didn't get help... or... i'm fucking scared! i tried calling him again today and he picked up and apologized for his sillyness ? (0)

bling bling...?

2007/08/03 08:29 yay, got a second septum pierced yesterday 2.4mm... can't wait for it to heal over and out! bling bling! (1)

is that body modification??

2007/08/01 09:37 or call it "moskitos" last night, one of those monsters attacked me and today i look like rocky balboa after his fight against ivan drago *lol*. i couldn't properly open my eyes this morning and thought that it might be the lack of sleep (yes i went to bed quite late yesters * ) but the sensation was somewhat different. picture myself giggling when i saw the damage in the mirror this morning... the friend that drives me to work every morning shouted "adrian!!!!" when he saw it... * i was watching "die hard 4" and "the incredible hulk" and then couldn't sleep untill half 3... stupid moskito didn't let me fall asleep grrrrrrr!! bzzzzzzzzzzzz...!!! (0)

cross fingers!!

2007/07/24 16:15 i'll have a job interview in a little more than an hour so pleeeeeeeeaaaase cross your fingers and your toes and your boobs and whatever is crossable for me, yup? what did you cross for me then?? (4)

i'm back

2007/07/20 09:50 happiness: ~ i'm no longer un-employed ~ having another job interview on tuesday (cross fingers for me) ~ i re-discovered my friends here in luxembourg and... them! ~ partying quite a lot ~ iamx are coming back to luxembourg what makes me think: ~ my boy ~ my postponed moving to london ~ need a new car asap what else???? ~ i'm in love... haha ...with the beautifullestest people that come afterparty at mine and then want to dress up in my latex clothes or wear my corset *sigh (4)*

sorry, sorry, sorry!

2007/02/11 15:33 soooo. first, i want to apologize to all those poeple who came to my page and left comments and those who've sent me mails. i couldn't reply because i haven't got a computer. i can't use a friend's that often... so that's why i'm using this little time to let you know that i haven't forgotten you. i'll try to catch up as soon as.. mwahs to all you lovely freaks excuses accepted? (5)

new year's eve

2006/12/31 23:59 you don't fancy hanging out with the family and then queue for hours in front of your favourite club waiting to get in to count down to 2007?? No?? then you really should get there ! with those guys, you can fly into 2007. come on, book your flight! (3)

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