Things have been overall decent lately. Could be much better but honestly I know Im the only one to blame with that.
I work full time... and most weeks I get around 40hrs in. Which Is good, but the problem is I tend to come and go as I please at the job. There lenient about it with me because I honestly know the product better than anyone else so I suppose in a way they need me. BUT... I really need to stop it. Its just not good habits at all. Sooner or later they may just toss me out the door.
Things with the gf have been rocky for a lil bit now but Im hopeful. I know that the good majority of the issues we may have are due to my insecurities... always scared and wondering and assuming. It doesnt help a damn thing.... NEED TO STOP IT!!
Christmas is literally around the corner as Im sure all of you know.... but for me it really doesn't feel like it. Ive boughten presents and we have a tree up and there's kinda a lil bit of snow around but it feels like just another week to me. Not sure why.... Either way it makes for a short week and lots of food around.
Hopefully Ill get out of this slump Im in.... hopefully :\
