2010/02/06 03:32 drunk...........again.
i cant wait till 3/13/13, i have plans :-)
i hate my life and its fantastic. everything will get worse
my friends tell me i'm unlovable. i believe them.
i need to go on a bike trip and get the fuck out!
2010/02/03 03:25 havent riden my bike in months but depression and hopelessness finally encouraged me to do something other than sit around all day. got in just over 20 miles in 1 hr and 35 minutes i think.
difference in this ride was just the weather. area i unfortunately live in gets really bad fog. it was no where near the worst fog i've seen but visibility with my light did get down to probably 20-30 feet. cars vanished still within easy throwing distance. the country roads were spectacular with all the orchards and fields. turning my light off was a nice little rush.
by the time i got home i could barely use my breaks my hands were so cold. couldnt even feel my gears switching my feet were so numb. i was covered in frost/dew.
sort of doubt the drivers i cut off or surprised by even being out werent too happy with me. oh well, fuck 'em, i wouldn't have been completely heartbroken if they hadn't seen me.
