I've had quite a few adventures since my last time on IAM. The day I moved into the ghetto house, it got broken into and my purse (I keep my life in my purse) and my laptop, and an armful of other stuff got stolen. Hence me not having internet access. Moving in with Tracy ended up being a HUGE mistake. Anyway, after the break in, we moved to his parent's vacant house on the river. Great house, terrible housemate. After about a week of living with him, I couldn't fucking stand him. He turned out to be a GIANT douchebag. I broke up with him when I started hanging out with Ryan (who just so happened to be the tech that I had been following around at clinic for weeks). So on and so forth. Long story short: I hate Tracy, I love Ryan (it's real this time) and I'm finally out of Tracy's house (new apartment in Roseville!) after pretty much living in my car while I looked for a new place.
On the body mod front, I'm bare :( the septum is gone, the 1/2" plugs are gone. I took my tunnels out a few days before my interview with petsmart (since they're super conservative). I can't believe I let my ears shrink for an interview for a job I probably wont even get. I'm so discouraged I can't even bring myself to figure out what size my ears are at now. I worked so long and so hard to get to 1/2". I'd better fucking get this job. So all I have left are my nipples and my 14g studs in my ears. I need a mod. I need a piercing or a tattoo. Like now. It's been far too long.
So anyway, the "top ramen fund" has now turned into the "help holly replace some of her shit that got stolen fund." Please donate if you can. I'd really appreciate it.
I feel so lost when it comes to packing. I've never had to do this without my mom. I wanted to move my stuff over to Tracy's gradually... But I just dont see that happening. You can only move so much crap over before all that's left is necessities. I mean, I can't move all my freakin toiletries over... Blah. At least I'm getting a chance to weed out a lot of shit that I don't need.
So, TABBI, I need your help. Come over with some green and beer and we'll pack. Actually, if we drink and smoke, I'm guessing no packing will get done hahahah
Aside from all that. I'm so happy. I'm so happy I met Tracy. He's amazing. I've been really sick for the past couple days and last night he came over with arm loads of groceries. He brought be soup, fruit, gatorade, OJ, etc. He's such a great guy.
I am EXHAUSTED. SUCH a long day. Work from 8am-1pm, then I hung out at work for a little bit before heading off to hang out with my new friend/coworker (Tracy. Yes, Tracy is a male). Work and hanging out went really well. Tracy is living in a 3 bedroom house by himself and is looking for a roommate. I'll be giving 30 days notice on my apartment tomorrow. Oh, and he and I hit it off really well. Like REALLY well. Stoked. I think things are turning around. I'll be paying half of what I pay now and I'll have a roommate to hang out with. Only downside = living in the GHETTO (note to self: buy a knife) and being about 15-20 minutes from school (as opposed to living 2 minutes away now). But I'll deal with it. Being able to afford my rent every month is TOTALLY worth it.
