French, 26, single since way too long, actually working for a company called Business Square, based around Paris as a software designer/architect/programmer, in mobile Internet.
Body modification is for me a way to deal with my inner self, fears, daily life, confidence...
I am really happy about what this path that I've chosen has brought to me since I started, in December 2000.
It helped me becoming a stronger person, to believe in myself, to build myself very personnal projects, and above all helped me realize that I was a living entity...
IAM:
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-Pierced
-Play-pierced
-Suspended
-Self-harmed
-Micro Dermalized
-Scarificationized
-Afraid of getting tattooed
-Brutally honest
-A (constant) day dreamer
-A sexaholic
-A party animal
-A researcher of the body and mind connection
-A percussionist
-Addicted to new experiences
-Addicted to psychedelic experiences
-Addicted to music
-Not in need of other people to keep my head busy
-An ermit
-Somewhat asocial
-Rough, indelicate and egoistic on a social level
-Cuddly, sweet and caring on an intimate level
-Almost never in my head at the same place that my body is
-Always thinking
-Unable to settle down
-In need to be calmed down
-Really nervous
-Someone who speaks loudly
-Very opiniated
-Outspoken
-Always glad to have an intersting conversation
-Eager to learn
-Eager to meet people
-Earger to teach
-Constantly evolving
-Often changing my mind
-Fascinated by body fluids
-Undecided most of the time about the biggest choices of life
-A lonely somewhat broken heart
-In need of someone to think about, cuddle, kiss, love and take care of...
I do:
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Piercing, darkness, software designing, Internet, nights where I can gaze into the milky way, creepy stuff, zombie movies, drugs movies, goth & fetish aestetics, drugs, allnight long parties w/ friends, freeparties, Teknivals, pain for pleasure, Paris night life, growing and consuming my own, watching movies, philosophy, spirituality, music, playing drums & (custom)precussion, porn, how the women's body looks, sweet and passionnate lovemaking, raw and hardcore fucking, talking, being lost in my thoughts/dreams, confronting ideas, having pointless but enriching conversations with smart and over-thinking people, and more as soon as it pops out of my head.
I don't:
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Hypocrisy, global economy, megacorporation, Paris daily life, soldout politicians, stupid questions about my mods, dumb customers, toilet odorizer, being bored, being lost in my thoughts/dreams (I know I said this twice), status quo, prejudice used as status quo, reality shows/TV, mind formatting and more as soon as it pops out of my head.
I wish:
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Tongue splitting, back heavy tribal tattoing, body-painting, suspension and rituals, left upper thigh and right lower calf cutting.
Probably more in the next few year...but I have my entire life to modify my self, that's one of my favorite thing about bodmod.
I hear:
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Various local HardTek/Core sound, The Gathering, TooL, Pink Floyd, Ben Harper, Deftones, SOAD, a bunch of Black/Metal bands, Machine Head
Samael, Paradise Lost, Björk, Portishead, Mass Hysteria, Lofofora, No One Is Innocent, Mano Solo, La Mano Negra, Beethoven & Classical music in general, Jungle, Drum'n'Bass, Goldie, LTJ Bukem, Photek and more as soon as it pops out of my head...(yeah as usual...)
2009/11/06 11:26
Long time no see IAM....I'm still enemployed and enjoying it...fixing computers foud in the dumpster to play with at home building a network (geeky I know) as well as making packs of spare parts to sell on ebay.
I'll attend the Constant Elevation Suscon in November and spend a few days @ Ben and Alice with Julie.
I also built a suspension rig hoping to use it myself soon. I've seriously taken the decision to learn how to properly suspend people....I still have some stuff to buy (like some hooks from Ben) and next the practice is gonna have to start.
I'been having the wierdest dreams as well..last night, I was falling from the collapsing Tchernobyl chimney that I was on top of for whatever reason...
2009/09/04 17:09
EDF (french major energy company) charged me 1200euros because they were unable to properly estimate my monthly energy consumption....They basically forgot half of it....Now I'm in somewhat financial trouble....hopefully I have a few grands in savings...... Makes me wanna keep away from this society, build up my own home in the countryside and be almost resources-independent
2009/09/02 19:57
I am now an oficially registered unemployed lazy ass. I will extend my vacation or a month I guess, enjoying the government paycheck, funded indirectly by my last 3 year of work....
I have no clue what's next....both depressing and exciting
