laureeen   orange park, florida   209 days till my birthday.
i'm finding every reason to be gone, there's nothing left here to hold on to.


-Lauren
-Eighteen
-Happily Taken
-In college: Biology and Chemistry Major
-I have conservative views -- I'm a Libertarian.
-I always speak my mind.
-I have a lot of piercings -- most are self done.
-I also have one little scarification piece -- self done also.
-I crochet, a lot.
-I drink, I smoke, I eat meat -- get over it.
-I tend to fuck a lot of good things up.
-I'm way too hard on myself.

Don't agonize. Organize.
Florynce Kennedy

My experiences:
tragus piercing
DIY tongue web!
DIY Septum.
diy smiley

Buddies
joel
joel
phillip
phillip
dave
dave
big nig!
big nig!


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Mod-Tracker
piercings. (:

all my mouth piercings: smiley, frowney, and web.
Boyfriend! (:

all together now: "awwww."
Photography

bahamas.


I have the time, so I'll fill people in on what's going on with me. Okay, I had a migrane for like three days and finally got to where I couldn't take it anymore, so I went ot the hospital, got a shot that helped TREMENDOUSLY and then went home. I had a doctor's appointment the next day, yesterday, where we went over my lab results. Turns out my TSH(Thyroid Stimulating Hormone) is EXTREMELY high, like 5 times what it's supposed to be, which means that I have hypothyriodism. So the doctor tells me that he wants to check my thyroid and feel for "lumps and bumps", bascially tumors. Well, he's felling my neck and goes, "Yeaaaah, we're definitely going to send you on over to get that checked out." So now I have an appointment on Tuesday for an ultrasound of my thyroid to make sure I don't have a tumor, basically, cancer.

With all of that, plus the end the of the semester, I haven't been able to focus or really do anything I want. So yeah. Um, pray to whoever/whatever you believe in that I wil be healthy and cancer free!

Life is not going as planned right now. Fuck my body and medical issues!

STRESSSED OUT! I'm so ready for Thanksgiving and Winter break!

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