Ralex   Amsterdam, Holland   205 days till my birthday.
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It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul

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2009/11/13 17:02 I got married, yesterday and it was awsome pics will be sent.

2009/11/11 12:27 I am nervous as hell

2009/11/10 19:38 Almost getting married 2 days and i am fucked
i had my bachelor party and men was i dirty.
they had me survaviling through mud and cold water it was discusting.

and afterwards we went to an all you can eat buffet it was delicious.



2009/10/28 23:25 I am so fucking nervous its exactly 2 weeks before my wedding.

2009/10/09 07:29 I am sick and its really starting to piss me of now.
I hev been puking for the last couple days, sleepin al the time, and when i am not sleeping i am having headaches so bad i cant even focus on the televison or book.

so today i woke up at 4 in the morning and just didnt feel like sleeping anymore.
So right now i am just going to be very sad and laying on the couch and hope for it to end


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Nervous
2009/10/02 21:03 Today it is exactly 6 weeks before my marriage!!!!

And i am nervous as hell, I know its not weird to be nervous at all butt its just pulling from all sides olf me now.

-I need to get a suit still
-The cards are sent away, So thats already one less care.
-Vita has her wedding dress what i heard (Still didnt see it)
- Vita`s Grandma send us a letter today that she will not attend the wedding. Althouh i don`t like her i am sad that she is not coming.
I mean allot of family of Vita already dont want to come so its shitty that her grandma called it off.
Butt her brother will come now instead so thats a little light spot.


so i only have to say yes and everything will be oke

Support
2009/08/13 19:36 Hello everybody,

lets keep it short I need money so i can get a BME4LIFE.

its going to cost about 350€ wich i just dont have, childeren and life in general are very expensive, so who wants to help me out.

lets see

and for all the people on this site your enjoyment a picture from giving it to my girl.


picture
2009/08/07 08:55

Fat!!
2009/07/19 19:23 I am a big guy 2.03 meter and weight quit allot of kilos 145 right now but i am not happy with myself at all.

And whatever I do I cant seem to lose wait, i workout i try to eat healthy but its just not working for me, i am always hungry its really not fun anymore.

So I have been thinking about a gastric bypass for the last couple months but yesterday everything became real so hard, I was watching the news and the where reporting about a guy about 250 kilos which they had the get out of his house because he died of something obesitas related,

He lived 3 high in the city and people where filming it there was not a body bag big enough for him so they just put a sheet around him, and i though that is not how i want to be know as "That fat guy which they got out of his house".

so i asked the information about the surgery and I hope i get approved for trough my insurances just hope on a yes.

2009/06/29 20:03 My girl took a picturew where i was angry And clean shaven.

Did you know??
2009/06/25 21:22 For the people that don t know me (thats allot of people believe it or not)

I never really finished high school but i have allot of certificates from courses i followed.
But i am full with "Did you know that.....
about allot of things i know al little bit and that makes me happy to outsmart university schooled people.

aah wel god probably has a plan for me.

2009/06/13 09:00 Toda is my birthday
And YESTERDAY me and my girl went out to get our Marriage license.
so 12 of november where going to get married for sure

2009/05/28 09:52 So didnt really update the last month but then again who is reading it.


If you are reading this post a comment so I know people care!

2009/05/09 16:06 I am so happy it is almost the 13th of the
month because that means SALARY.

It is sure come in handy since they fired i am getting my sallary from the bureau of unemployment but is only 70% of what i used to earn so whe had to take a step back form all the luxury wich kind of sucks.

the big thing that really sucks is sitting at home without a job i really hat e sitting on the couch and watching television al time, Almost everyday i go to he job agency trying to get a new job but with the economical haze whert now are in right now, I am not the only how doesnt want a new job.


a well after rain comes the sun
(A Dutch saying, after something negative needs to follow something positve)

Smooth Criminal aka jailbird
2009/04/24 13:19 Well i am a convicted Criminal now. not very serious,only a suspended sentence of 200 euro`s, 60 hours of work, or 3 days in jail. But only if i ever do it again. oh and the thing what i did was squating what is legal in Holland, but if they see you breaking open the door. and that is what happend. well i am going to do some good work

uuuuggghhhhh
2009/04/06 10:27 I have been sick for the last 4 days and my girl lso went sick last saturday. And now the house is a mess and i really dont feel like cleaning at all

2009/03/18 20:56 The first 5 people to respond to this post will get something made by me. My choice for you. This offer does have some restrictions/limitations: 1) I make no guarantees that you will like what I make you, but I will try. 2) What I create will be just for you 3) It will be done this year (2009) 4) You have no clue what it will be. It may be a story, painting, I may even bake you something & ship it to you. And the catch: you must post this on your own page.

I dont know it anymore
2009/03/12 19:33 Like some of you know i got 2 sons , 1 is 3 years old almost 4 and the other one is 6 monhts now. the older one is just ignoring eveything i am saying to him, or he go`s like HUH what, ohh i didnt hear you daddy. And when he is angry he just let himself drop to the ground, even in the middle of a busy street. I know i should just let him lay there but i feel like the people are just looking at me like i am a bad dad. and that is horrible. And my other one just keeps on crying and crying when his mom is gone ( she works at night and i am during the day) but as soon as she is back he stops crying and it just gets me out of my nerves i really dont know what to do tips would be apreciated

2009/03/07 20:05 Dear Ralex, Can you pleas dont drink as much anymore, up in here it is really hurting thanks to you. with regards your Head

Strike aPOSE
2009/02/21 11:58 Me and my brother got hats from my girl wich she knitted her self and then we decided to strike a pose. so here it is

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