Humans are cowards in the face of happiness.
It takes courage to hold on to happiness.-Kamikaze Girls thanks tristan
Sabi. twenty-six. twenty-eight.
Nothing much to tell. I don't think any of my stories are worth sharing, yet feel that I've gone through enough to last several lifetimes. I don't sleep much at all and cartoons still make me smile. I fell in love once, and it changed me..im trying to make the best of it.
Other than that, all you need to know is that I'm friendly, but offer my friendship to very few. Also, though I'm shy, I like meeting new people, but will rarely say Hello first.
1/2" glass plugs by HardAss & 0g sadhu: stretched n punched by Squizzle at Anomaly
permanent happiness
The Thief of Always.: The Great Gray Beast february had eaten harvey swick alive..
Shoulda checked my horoscope,,
2010/02/08 18:32
Ever have one of those days where the Cosmos are deadset against you from the moment you step off your bed?
Yeah well, that doesn't even begin to describe how horrible today was.
that's all.
reassurance.
2010/02/06 13:03 After 3 months of unemployment, I start training for my new job on Monday. On Tuesday, I need to take a class and exam to be state certified..though as is, I'm only Federally certified. The rest of the week will consist of training 8hrs a day.
I am very excited, but can't help but recognize the feeling of dread in my stomach at the same time.
This would be the best job opportunity I've ever had and essentially, too good to be true. With that said, I'm scared that it will end before it even begins. Nothing this good ever happens to me, why would it start changing now?
2010/02/03 22:20
I had a very busy weekend full of ups and downs, but mostly ups =]
I attended an Artsy night at the Aquarium of the Pacific in Long Beach on Friday. Live music, drinks, paintings (Ev submitted an 8'x4' piece! that shit was heavy!!!), photography...Art. It was fun. We got to play dress up and it was great.
Sunday, back to the Aquarium for a Photography night. Those are always fun...it's basically the Aquarium open to Photographers only. You can bring all your gear and have free range of the place in order to snap photos to your heart's content. Nikon is also there loaning cameras, lenses, and gear in general, as well as helping people take better pictures..so much awesomeness.
Here's the awesomest part of all...I got a phone call a couple of days ago with a job offer! YES, FINALLY!!! A job offer from a place that I started the hiring process/background screening over 2yrs ago! Honestly, I had given up on hearing back from them ever. I am extremely happy. I get to take a class/test on Tuesday for state certification. I'm glad I can finally tell my friends that having the FBI and ICE pounding at their door and asking them a bajillion questions about me in order to get this job has finally paid off. Finally.
