Humans are cowards in the face of happiness.
It takes courage to hold on to happiness.-Kamikaze Girls thanks tristan
Sabi. twenty-six.
Nothing much to tell. I don't think any of my stories are worth sharing, yet feel that I've gone through enough to last several lifetimes. I don't sleep much at all and cartoons still make me smile. I fell in love once, and it changed me..im trying to make the best of it.
Other than that, all you need to know is that I'm friendly, but offer my friendship to very few. Also, though I'm shy, I like meeting new people, but will rarely say Hello first.
2008/04/28 14:11
keeping certain people at arm's length is proving to be more difficult than i thought, which is making it hard to close certain chapters in my life.
ps. though i didnt get the job, i did get something really good out of it. more about that later!
Livin in the Sunlight..
2008/04/27 17:18 hi everyone
im back..backity back back. new and improved..something like that
..ive been working a lot (no surprise) and ive also been laying low. duh. lots have happened since february..in my mind's eye anyway.
lets see..
*got myself out of the emotional wreck that was me months ago...only to have my ex come back as though nothing ever happened. no worries..that didnt last long. i ended it and got the closure i didn't get from before. so, believe it or not, i am fucking fantastic
*dealing with dad's roller coaster health.
*got diagnosed with PCOS...though i cant bring myself to fill up my prescription(s). ive got my reasons.
*interviewing tomorrow for a position at a landscaping firm.
*been staying busy on my days off from work by doing whatever odd jobs here and there for people that are my customers at my real job.
*been selling off all my things little by little. no more packrattiness for me!
*started drinking again. woops.
*been missing all of you guys. really.
I know it may not seem like i do, but i think of you guys constantly. Im sure you know who you are. I hope you know that i hold you guys in the highest regards and love you. Love. You. I'm picky about who i call 'Friends' and babies, you are it. again, im sure you know who you are.
i'll stop by at the 'dena this weekend. youve been warned
2008/02/18 22:39
im finally better, yay! I've begun seeing a new doctor and well, i dont know if its a good thing or bad. new doctor = a whole new set of tests and visits. theyve drained me of blood already and have made bi-monthly appointments for me. bah...not that ive anything to do on my days off from work anyway.
my sis, Ev, is better now too. as i begun to get better, she became dreadfully sick..id never seen her so sick before. brat doesnt have medical insurance because shes not in school nor has a job. oi.
anyway, i bought her like, a million different kinds of medicines, teas, and medicinal teas! after almost 3wks, shes about 80-85% a-okay! this means, we can start going back to the gym soon ^.^
nothings been going on lately..other than us being ill and having just finished inventory at work. we were there til 2am last night! $$$
next week is my tiny sis' bday (xaviera), and we're going to disneyland! i havent gone there since i went with stephen, heather, nick, n the gang. it should be nice
does anyone know how i'd go about carving amber or anyone that can do it for me?
i've got a couple of sizeable chunks of pressed baltic amber that i want to make 3/4", double flare plugs with, but i dont really know how to go about it other than just diving into it with whatever tools i may find.
if anyone can point me in the direction of where i can find info or someone that can make them for me, itd be greatly appreciated.
2008/02/03 22:20
Best Super Bowl game EVER!!! WOOOOOO!!!!
spent last night at the ER again...ran blood tests, talked to people...still, nothing wrong that they can see. They prescribed me steroids for my lungs and an inhaler just in case.
I was released at 4am, then decided that there was no way that i was going to go home, sleep for 2hrs to just get up for work again, so i drove straight to work, did my end of the week paperwork thats due, left, but not before leaving notice that i wouldnt be coming in today.
needless to say, i got home a little past 8am and slept, or tried to, except that i was bombarded by txt msgs from co-workers asking me about work things...i passed out finally a bit after 9am, woke up quarter to 11 and laid low for the day.
i stayed in my jammies all day and sat in front of the tv to watch the game which made me clap and yell a several occassions...followed by a fit of coughing from getting overly excited. oh no, but im A-OKAY they say! the first half was dull, the commercials even duller, but oh baby, was the wait worth the last half of the game..hah, im getting giddy just thinking of it!
anyway, i need to work on my resume because im driving to Pasadena in the AM for a potential job and then sleep because im about to pass out yo! wish me luck!!
hope everyone had a great time...and heather, cant wait to see the pics of your giant pizza, sorry i didnt swing by
Oh! also, i managed to pick up two tickets for the Dodgers vs. Red Sox game at the Coliseum! im fucking excited!!! i'll be sitting right smack between 3rd and home base..yay! then again, i see that theyre selling for lotsa $$ on ebay already...being a sold out game n all..we'll see. i could use the cash, but i could use the time off from work and overall enjoyment of this game more :)
