scullyNarrabri, australia200 days till my birthday.
welcome to my sick sad world...
welcome to the sick sad world of scully, i am 27, mother of one, lover of prince charming, a whore to the world that rejects me... what more could you want...
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* celtic trinity on the back of my neck
* large tribal dragon with jordan in kanji undernearth upper left arm
* gemini symbol n butterfly inner right wrist
* matching BME Rock Skulls below my elbows
Temp corset play session...: just before i lost 25kg...!
Shattered Dreams...
2009/10/06 22:48
As some of you know i went in to hospital for my Laproscope this morning, I have been so nervous the week or so i brawl slept at all.
730am: i was admitted to the Day Stay ward.
9:30am: wheeled down to pre-theatre.
10:00am: put under anesthesia
1230pm: wake up in recovery
1:00: back to the ward
2:30pm: specialist came and delivered the verdict.
Diagnosis: My tubes are bloacked beyond repair. Our only chance at having children is IVF. I fear this will be the end of the line for us due to a few reasons. but i am not completely counting myself out for the future for IVF
3:00pm: released to come home.
Im siting on the lounge, I still feel a little groggy, uncomfortable (only really painful when i move around esp laying to sittitng, sitting to standing, walking and lifting) havent had anything for the pain since leaving the hospital but will take some panadine forte tonight to help me sleep.
At the moment i am fairly fragile which im sure is to be expected. I am forever greatful that i at least have my beautiful 7 year old daughter.
If anyone wants more infomation feel free to PM me.
at least after more then 3 years we have a final answer...
why cant life be easy... i dont want to play this game anymore... i have never regreted any decision i have made in life before but now im not so sure... where to from here...
2009/06/21 23:51 I should really update on here more often, not that anyone on here has any interest in my sad little life...
Not alot to report really... still busting my ass working 2 jobs... still TCC with no luck :( but we are going to a specialist in aug which means chances are i will be having surgery soon which is a little scary but if it has the desired effect then i am all for it, pain and all... hair is back to black, the original and the best!... ummm i dunno... hope all is well...
