2008/02/16 23:07 So much of what has grown to become part of my existence is based on deception. Whether it be peoples self deception via individual perception or a true and coherent desire to manipulate the world around by means of general deceit, it fucking kills me.
What I've known decays, and all of the perceived beauties show themselves to be rotting from the inside.
"The Great Gray Beast February had eaten Harvey Swick Jared Johnson alive. Here he was, buried in the belly of that smothering month, wondering if he would ever find his way out through the cold coils that lay between here and Easter."
When there is so little true love to be had... All i desire, all that i exist to be, let it fall on the only constant.
It also came with a month long IAM coupon so my IAM page is back up! Hopefully they fix the billing system in under a month so i can renew my subscription.
