i dont update ever. or have internet ever.
i did a shoot yesterday for working class magazine. the next issue is the God issue so we had to do something religious. i thinkkk these will be in their first issue that goes to print. wahoo! (the images on here are reallllly rough edits)
Last night:
Was carrying multiple loads of things up my stairs, went down to get a box with a desktop computer and various other office things in it, and it's gone. (keep in mind it's midnight and Im the only one who lives in my building.
Sucks. And makes no sense.
I go to see if maybe the super was around and put it in the communal trash bin thinking it was garbage. Open the bin, no computer but instead a homeless man sleeping in it. Again.. The whole I'm the only one who lives there thing, so I'm super creeped out. He slowly hobbles out.
Then I decided I needed a drink. Went to meet up with friends and ran into a kid I have hung out with ONCE. He comes over to watch tv, and no that's not code for we did it. I eventually ask him to leave bec it was 6am, I was exhausted, had to get up in 2 hours AND my dad was staying at my place. He then tells me that we are so over and I'm an asshole and a bitch and he hopes he never sees me again. ???!!
I think I only attract crazies.
Then today I ran around like a mad woman trying to get an office put together. I'm pooped.
Staying in with some recorded episodes of golden girls tonight, then off to Philly in the early AM.
2009/01/11 04:02
I don't update much anymore. I can't write about things that I don't even understand myself.
I accidently found myself in some soap opera type drama, yet despite it all he makes me so happy, and neither of us are letting it get to us.
But in the back of my mind the problems we both ignore do exist, and I'm afraid we won't be able to ignore them for too much longer.
It's like the elephant in the room that we don't want to think about or see. But it's only a matter of time..
