1) some random person named (non-iam)*565 (looked at me all creepy-like from ) on 11/21@20:51, .
2) some random person named skank (looked at me all creepy-like from Austin) on 11/19@18:00, .
3) some random person named paboy69*4 (looked at me all creepy-like from Calgary) on 11/17@21:03, .
4) some random person named c3bxd*3 (looked at me all creepy-like from Lacey) on 11/15@1:04, .
5) some random person named lobo04 (looked at me all creepy-like from Bremerton) on 10/26@1:36, .
6) some random person named sanglier (looked at me all creepy-like from Amiens) on 10/17@4:44, via offsite link.
7) some random person named Lauracet (looked at me all creepy-like from Dundee) on 9/24@19:47, .
8) some random person named Annihilate*2 (looked at me all creepy-like from Edmonton) on 9/02@0:39, .
9) some random person named LivingPinCushion (looked at me all creepy-like from Sandwich) on 8/02@23:26, .
10) some random person named nakedpagan*3 (looked at me all creepy-like from Seattle) on 5/22@19:37, .
things are slowly but surely getting better. and that is something i can complain about.
hot like ashton kutcher, hot like dustin diamond.
I've been back in seattle for two whole days. I have slept 1 hour in the last 3 days, so I not only feel great but I'm making wonderful statements and decisions. my friends have been great and very supportive. I feel lucky. I'm still very depressed, but I'm feeling a little better. if I could only sleep now..........
so I'm in las vegas and its 2:15 am. my plane was delayed so I mised my connecting flight. what else could go wrong. actually, I stepped off the plane in vegas to free hotel and meal vouchers. first time that's happened. so I'm on my way to the hotel to sleep and watch court tv.
I must admit it feels rather odd to be here right now. exactly two weeks from today I was suppossed to be here with jamie getting married. so its off putting. maybe this happened for a reason?
all my stuff is packed and sitting on the living room floor. my cab is on its way. this is hard for me. ill be in seattle in 10 hours and on a plane in 3. I feel naseous. but I have to do this. I hope it turns out ok. ill see zeb tonight which will be nice. I miss him, its been like 2 months since I've sen him and we have a lot to discuss, well I have a lot to talk about.
I got punched in the face a bunch of times but that's not the worst part...I went to jail for it. aparently in illinois, when there is a domestic violence incident someone HAS to go to jail. we got in an argument because of her attitude (what a coincidence) then when I went to calm her down I got slugged a bunch of times. I have a black eye and a bunch of bruises. but she was crying, and someone had to go. so I bit the bullet and spent the night in jail. I'm home now. I'm pissed, but I'm home. I have a 6 o'clock flight tomorrow night and ill be back in seattle. if she wants me, she will have to prove it. but I'm at the point where it means something to me that I'm willing to leave at all. of well. this sucks.
I'm in a shitty mood so I put my keys in a bowl of hot water and put them in the freezer. when I wake up in the morning I will look for my keys and remember what I did with them. as I defrost them I will laugh at my hilarity.
I never get on here anymore really. I'm ok with that though. chicago sucks. I'm trying to find a silver lining in being here but its hard to be happy about getting kicked in the nuts sometimes. it may snow here thursday which could be cool. I'm just trying to relax and not let things get to me and stress me out. good luck with that. I should get this whole london thing figured out.
last night I gave jamie 340 dollars for rent. this morning she woke up screaming saying she put it in her wallet and now its not there. in my head at least, if it went into her wallet it would still be there. after explaining this to her she called me an asshole then stormed out. apparently she called her best friend and her friend offered to give her money. I just want to feel like I can trust anyone.
plane tickets to london in november are rather expensive.
but I belong in a much more humdrum town.
picadilly pilare is just city sland between me and the boys in my gang.
