I hate everything to do with america and the corporations that run it. Question your "freedom".
I am a practicing Buddhist. Doesn't mean I'm nice. I just don't believe an "all powerful" being.(that is the nicest way i will ever say it, so don't talk to me about if you're going to get offended.) Though, if you do want to have a thought filled conversation, feel free.
I love to adventure, be it in nature, or urban. I prefer nature. brings me to another point, I love animals. I think humans are the lowest of the low.
I know a lot of stuff, about a lot of things. It's just who i am. Also, it looks like i like to quote stuff a lot as of late. I am okay with that.
Love isn't real. Once you realize that, please picture me in your head.
IAM:
Living with CMT(charcot marie tooth)
(A neurological and muscle disorder.)
Singularitarian - Transhumanist
Buddhist
Alone and okay.
Hate every human. Yet through hate, i learn. Every single person is a mentor.
A huge nerd, for real.
Vegetarian
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Mods:
2 Inch Lobes(currently downsizing to restretch)
2x 8g Lip 10g 8G 6g 4g Septum.
4 x12g 10g 8g Frenum(retired, but not for long) 14g 10g Split Tongue
Tongue frenectomy
Apadravya
Retired:
10g diagonal nipples.
10g upper lobe on left ear
Teardrop microdermal
CMT Related surgery(both feet/legs):
Hallucis longus tendon transfer
Achilles Tendon Lengthening
Lateral longitudinal arch osteotomy
Wanted: Ascension, Nirvana, Enlightenment. Actual knowledge. .
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Things i've done to myself (NSFW)
Tongue Split: self done
Things i've done to others
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Furry friends
Good ol: boys
2010/02/07 03:52 Ambien is woorkin. Sleep soon. I miss my iam buds
2010/02/06 19:45 Ninja died last night in his sleep. Weird thing was, I had a dream with him in it. I cried a ton. He was in my life for over 18 years. More than anyone else I know other than family. He was like a brother. Burying him was one of the hardest things I've ever done.
2010/02/04 03:28 went to a crazy europub tonight. had 3 beers, my total was 28 bucks. crazy awesome beers. going there more often! i'll upload some pictures later
2010/02/02 16:00 awesome my mom just got served papers for the auction of our house? almost 20 grand is needed by may, or else our house goes up on the block. I need out of here.
2010/01/31 17:20 Doing computer work for money to take ninja to the vet. This is gut wrenching. I hope they can do something. I've had lots of animals in my life, so I can tell something is really wrong. Trying to prepare myself if we just have to put him down. I don't want to keep him alive for my sake, that seems so selfish. He's had an awesome, long life. If its his time, who am I to say different. I just want him to be comfortable, no pain.
2010/01/31 17:20 Doing computer work for money to take ninja to the vet. This is gut wrenching. I hope they can do something. I've had lots of animals in my life, so I can tell something is really wrong. Trying to prepare myself if we just have to put him down. I don't want to keep him alive for my sake, that seems so selfish. He's had an awesome, long life. If its his time, who am I to say different. I just want him to be comfortable, no pain.
2010/01/28 06:58 Finally getting over that sickness. Phew. Had my septum out the whole time, had to restretch it yesterday, ughhh.
This weekend seems like it could be fun! Satuday fun at silvercity to farewell my favorite beer until next year. And then brewers fest in port townsend Sunday. Theme is where the wild beers are. Both nights with sara, which is the best part. I'm so excited for the warmer seasons.
2010/01/22 06:55 Haha, I woke up with no god damn voice. Well I have one, only I sound like I'm a 130 year old lady. My body is punx and won't let me apply for the shipyard. Oh well.
2010/01/21 14:12 Man I haven't been sick in so long. Hopefully it goes away enough so I'm not a mess for my date tomorrow night.
Also, since it seems everyone in my life is a flake, I'm going to a job fair for the shipyard. Lots of money to be made from the government. Putting my morals aside so I can keep my license. I'll save up, and move off the face of the earth.
2010/01/19 00:51 This feels good. Just then I thought I was done with this emotion. Ha, what life throws at you, right? I'm pretty confused about tons of things. Just rollin with the punches.
2010/01/17 09:41 I hate being so manic. Though depression doesn't happen as often anymore, the anger to numbness, to happiness is quite hard to deal with. I wish I just didn't care about stupid things, that I really shouldn't care about. Oh well, I'm sure I'll be fine.
2010/01/16 01:18 You're a joke, get the fuck out of my life. Though we've already stopped talking, I know I'll cave and continue talkiing to you. No matter how much it hurts me, and you won't understand how much.
there has to be something else to this existance. I'm tired of feeling this shit that doesn't matter. People trying to tell me it does, when their actions show that it doesn't at all. You know, if you're reading this, just fuck off.
2010/01/14 17:05 I don't like being in my own head.
