| the past is a grotesque animalIf I lurk you a bunch, it's either because I'm forgetting who you are or I secretly want you to message me because I'm too shy.
My name is Kayla. I am only 20.
I am 5'9" and 112lbs. I am in love.
I am a realist, a misanthropist, and I believe we will ultimately be our own demise.
I am a big fucking geek, a movie-buff, and a music lover.
I'd take a night in with video games, and munchies over a night out any day. I don't party.
I don't know if I am a happy person, yet I am usually grinning.
I have a hard-on for skinny androgynous gingers and big burly bearded men.
I am perpetually lonely and in search of something I can't name.
I have a plethora of mood and anxiety issues but I won't let them best me.
When I do get genuinely close to someone I have a hard time letting go.
I have a thing for people with baggage, but I am no longer plagued by the need to save everyone, or so I thought.
I'll probably end up a crazy old animal lady. I am a sucker for good conversation.
I am incredibly stubborn, and I will not bite my tongue. You'll love me or hate me.
I am one of the most blunt people you will ever meet and so I often come across as mean.
I've been called an intimidating person, but I'll never understand why.
I am often guilty of telling you what you want to hear instead of what I should.
I completely lack the ability to make decisions that may hurt others even when I know not making them will be just as bad.
I'll have only an occasional drink or smoke.
I don't do drugs, and I value those who are like me in that sense.
I care a lot about what you think of me despite how it may seem.
I am easily frustrated and give up too quickly unless I really care.
I hope you try and get to know me better.
[ihave] Lock & Key on ribs (3hrs)
[ihave] Madison microdermal
[ihave] Bows for stocking seams on thighs (3hrs)
[ihave] 4ga tongue
[ihave] Plaid stitched heart tattoo on sternum (5.5hrs)
[ihave] 14ga philtrum
[ihave] 12ga diagonal nipples
[ihave] 16ga right conch
[ihad] Madison/sternum microdermal
[ihad] 7/16ga lobes
[ihad] 10ga deep VCH
[ihad] 10ga right conch
[ihad] 12ga VCH
[ihad] 12ga nape
[ihad] 18ga left nostril
[ihad] 10ga lobes
[ihad] 12ga surface bar below bellybutton
[ihad] 12 x 14ga back corset
[ihad] 6 x 14ga forearm corset
[iwant] "Sink or Swim" piece on stomach
[iwant] Mom & Dad piece on feet
[iwant] Tongue to 00ga
[iwant] Scalpel lobes to 1/2", stretch to 3/4"+
[iwant] 8ga tragus'
[iwant] 4ga navel
[iwant] 12ga cheeks
[iwant] 8ga lower navel
[iwant] "Circle" collarbone brandings
[iwant] Pubic/collarbone microdermals
[iwant] Ear pointing
[iwant] Camilla D'errico inspired half sleeve
[iwant] Hayao Miyazaki character back piece
[iwant] Septum punched at 2ga
[iwant] Left ring-finger 2 digit amputation
Comrades
 Judy!
|  steven kelly
|  Shwa
|  Stinky Pete
|  Carson
|  Darryn
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